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‘bfby’ rxjIq isAuN ZwZrI vfly dy rOly ny Gto-Gt ieh sfbq kr idqf hY ik lokF dI mfniskqf df kI lYivl hY Auh apxy pYrF qoN agFh ikMnf ku soc skdy hn, gurduafry jfky ijs gurU grMQ sfhb nUM Auh mwQf tykdy hn Aus pRqI Auh ikMnI ku soJI rwKdy hn, Aus bfry Auhnf dI smJ ivwc ikMnI ku pikafeI hY, gurU dy kyvl moty-moty asUlF bfry ikMnI ku jfxkfrI Auh rwKdy hn. AuhnF dI smJ df ieh ivsLlysLx kridaF bhuq inrfsLf pwly pYNdI hY. pr jy qusIN iksy skUl dy bwicaF dI pVHfeI df, AuhnF dI soJI df dIvflf inkilaf dyKdy ho qF ies df dosL kIhnUM dyvogy? XkInn tIcr nUM. iesdf mqlb sucyq iswK vrg nUM ieh socxF pvygf ik jo pRcfr sfzy Dfrimk asQfnf qy ho irhY ieh lfB dI QF nuksfn kr irhf hY. ikAuik ieh pRcfr hfly qIkr iswK kOm dy Kfny ieMnI gl nhI pf sikaf ik sLbd dy arQ kI ny, sLbd kihMdy kIhnUM ny, gurU ny afKr ivwc sLbd agy hI Kud vI mwQf tykky sfry Kflsf pMQ nUM ikAuN sLbd agy hI smwrpq kr idqf. iswK pRcfr dy dIvfly dI gl dyKo ik sfzyy pRcfrk aqy so kfl bfby mwQf vI sLbd nUM tykdy afky, bYTy vI sLbd dI hjUrI ivwc huMdy, mMnx leI vI sLbd nUM kih rhy huMdy, pr kQf sfrI dyh dI ho rhI huMdI. cfhIdf qF ieh sI ik gurU dI dyh dI gl ivcoN vI sLbd nUM Koijaf jFdf Aultf sLbd ivcoN vI dyh nUM Koijaf jFx lg ipaf. ‘bfby’ qF gurU nfloN vI ijafdf smF apxy-apxy ho cuwky vHzy bfibaF dIaF khfxIaF qy hI lf idMdy hn. AuhnF dIaF krfpfqI sfKIaF jF Auhnf dy srfpF nfl pfgl ho ky mry lokF qy? gurU grMQ vyKdf hI rih jFdf ik sLfied myrf cyqf af jfvy.

aqy nF hI sfzf hux qk df pRcfr lukfeI nUM sMq dy arQ smJf sikaf ijsdf nuksfn isWK kOm nUM apxy ipMzy qy hMZfAuxfF pY irhf hY. hr jxf Kxf moZy ZolkI pfky lMmF colf qy gol pwg bMn ky ‘sMq’ bx qurdf hY. mwQy itkfAuNdf isrF qy hwQ rwKdf aqy lukfeI df Dn vI lutdf aqy iewjq vI. duhrfAux dI loV nhI ik ikMny lMmyN qy icwty coly kfly ho cuwky nyy. ikMny zyiraF dy BoiraF hyT hfly vI ablfvF dIaF cIKF dwbIaF hoeIaF ny. ieh vyeIaF ndIaF AuproN hI sfP hoeIaF njr af rhIaF ny ivwc tuwbI lfieaF pqf lgdf ikMnI gfr hY? gurU ny ijs bRhfmx dy ivBcfr dy icwkV ivcoN iswK kOm nUM kiZaf sI sLbd dI shI ivafiKaf nf hox krky isWK Ausy hI icwkV ivwc gl-gl Psy njr af rhy hn. Dn vI lutvfeI jf rhy aqy iewjqF vI qy bol vI nhI rhy ik ieh inMidaf hY.

ikMnI clfkI nfl ieh ‘bfby’ dUhry mfpdMz vrqky lokF nUM mUrK bxfAudy ny pr sLbd qoN dUrI hox krky lok ‘bfibaF’ dy ies doglypn nUM vI smJx dI sUJ nhI rwKdy. ‘bfbf’ ZwZrI vfly dI qfjf imsfl hY ik iek pfsy Auh lokF nUM mwQy nF tykx dIaF hdfieqF kr irhY dUjy pfsy gurU df sLrIk bixaF apxf jnm idn mnf irhY, mwQy vI itkf irhY aqy isrF qy hwQ rwKky lokF nUM asLIrvfdF vI dy irhY. ieQoN qwk ik pMj ipafiraF koloN vI mwQy itkvf irhY. iehnF glF df Ausny trMto ivwc iek cOHvI GMty clx vfly tI,vI,aqy ryzIAu pRogrfm ivwc bVf dlIl rihq sLpstIkrn idqf sI ik jI mYnUM sMgqF ny Dwky nfl hI AuQy bYTf idwqf ik asIN afp jI df jnm idn mnfAuxf hY? hux musLkl ieQy ieh sI ik Auh tI,vI, vflf BfeI iek pfsV hoky ‘bfby’ nUM pRmot kr irhf sI aqy nf hI Aus isDy svfl krn hI idqy iksy nUM. ‘bfby nUM kwtx qoN bfad Auh lokF nUM eyar qy lYky afieaf nhI qF svfl bVf sfdf ijhf sI ik bYTfa qF lokF Dwky nfl idwqf pr isrF qy hwQ vI lokIN kI Dwky nfl rKfeI jf rhy sn? iPr qF KMzy vI koeI Dwky nfl hI lf igaf, cynIaF vI koeI Dwky nfl pf igaf, muitafr kuVIaF gulfb dy Puwl vI Dwky nfl hI dy geIaF, brdIaF vfly puils aPsr sropy vI Dwky nfl hI lY gey, sony dIaF sLfpF vI Dwky nfl hI pY geIaF, pMj ipafry mwQf tykky asLIrvfd vI Dwky nfl hI lY gey. qy ‘bfby ivcfry? Auh sfrf Dwkf huMdf vyKky muskVIaF hwsdy nflo nfl muwCF nUM vwt idMdy rhy jF apxy ‘BgqF’ dy gey mobfiel Pon suxdy rhy. ies adf py kOx nf mr imty. hYN?

aglf jvfb hor vI hfsohIxF hY ik " ieh mUvI koeI do sfl pihlF dI bxI hY myry nfl hux dI gl kro . GMumf iPrf ky Auh ieh kihxf cfh rhy sn ik do sfl pihly mYnUM ieMnf igafn nhI sI ijMnf awj hY? iesdf kI mwqlb inkilaf? doNh sflF ivwc ieh ikhVf rYzI-myz bRhm igaFn sI ijhVf ‘bfibaF’ nUM AuwproN Auqr aieaf qy AuhnF nUM soJI ho afeI ik hux agy qoN gurU df sLrIk nhI bxnf? AuhnF muqfbk zyry ivwc mItMg krky ieh Pyslf vI lY ilaf igaf ik agy qoN iksy dy isr qy hwQ vI nhI rwiKaf krnf. coly vI rMgdfr nhI pfieaf krny. ieh qF afm ijhy iksm dy rfjnIqkf vrgy pCqfvy ijhy vrgI gl hoeI ik koeI sMkYzl PiVaf jfvy qF agy qoN kMnf nUM hWQ lfky Cut jfAu. ies ivwcoN quhfnUM iksy ;bRhmigafn’ jF sMqpuxy dI Jlk njr afAudI? sMq qF hymysLF sucyq huMdf, Ausdf hr krm jfgurqf ivcoN huMdf, Ausdy bol, AusdI cfl, AusdI rihxI-bihxI ivwc iek apxI hI iksm df hulfr huMdf. Ausdy iksy kMm ivwcoN pCvfvf nhI jnm lYNdf cfhy Ausny Auh kMm do sfl pihlF kIqf hovy jF do sdIaF.

iesdf mqlb ieh sfzy vrgy afm mnwuK hI ny, kMmF qoN Bwjy mKwtU hoky kMn pVvfeI iPrn vrgy. sMq jF mhFpurKI qoN kohF dUr. qusI iehnF dy iekWT vyK ky hI jy iehnF nUM sMq mMnx dI ijwd krdy ho qF iesqoN dugxy iekwT rwqvfVy vflf kr cuwkf hY, dlyr isAuN bQyry iekwT kr cuwkf, iphovy vflf bVy hfl-pMzfl Br cuwkf pr kI ieh sfry sMq sn? mfeIkl jYksLn nUM qF hfly qwk koeI mfq kr hI nhI sikaf hfly ieMnI mihMgI itkt huMdI Ausdy sLoaF dI ? iekwT df bhuq hoxf sMq dI insLfnI nhI. sMq iewk bulMd ieKlfk df nF hY. sMq swc nfl iekimk hoeI rUh df nF hY. sMq, afqm rws ivwc gVwuc hoeI gurU dI sLKsLIaq nUM kihMdy hn. aglf quhfzf sMq mMnx df bhfnf ieh hY ik aMimRq sMcfr bVf kr rhy ny. dyKo jI ikMny lokF nUM gurU nfl joV rhy ny. pr quhfzI jfxkfrI leI iPr ds idwqf jfvy ik aMimRq sMcfr iehnf df mnorQ nhI, mjbUrI hY. qusIN dso jy aMimRq sMcfr nhI krngy qF qusIN iehnF nUM sMq mMnoNgy? iehnF dy zyiraF dIaF BIVF bxogy? iehnF koloN aMimRq Cwkx vflf dso ikhVf, ijhVf gurU grMQ df iswK hY? ikhVf sLbd dy isDFq dI pihrydfrI qy KVf hY? qusIN ZwZrI vfly dy jnm idn dI sI,zI, ivwc hI nhI dyK ilaf ik aMimRq Cwkx vfly smuwcI Kflsf jQybMdI df iewk aMg bxn dI bjfie ikvyN bfby ZwZrI dy hI pYrF ivwc izwgx gocry rih gey ny. ieh aMimRq sMcfr nhI ieh mKOl Auzfieaf jf irhY aMimRq df. vHzy-vHzy gfqry pfeI jd gurU dy jfpdy isMG bfibaF dy pYrF ivwc izgdy aqy isrF qy hwQ rwKvFAudy njr af rhy hn qF kI iswKF df isr sLrm nfl Jukdf nhI? ik gurU ny ies mOzl vfsqy ds jfmy lfey, apxIaF aqy apxy pirvfrF dIaF sLhfdqF idwqIaF?

dUjI gl jy iehnF df mnorQ kyvl aMimRq sMcfr hI hovy qF ieMny azMbr rcx dI kI loV hY? kROVF-arbF dy sMgmrmrI zyry KVy krn dI kI loV hY, sfDF vfly ByK krn dI kI loV hY, mgr cyilaF dIaF ZfxIaF dOVfeI iPrn dI kI loV hY, Grbfr Cwz ky mKwtU bxn dI kI loV hY? iewk afm guriswK vrgf sDfrx jIvn jIx nfl vI qF aMimRq qF sMcfr ho skdf. ies dI imsfl sfzy ieiqhfs ivwcoN afm imldI hY. isMG sBf lihr vfly isMGF coN loeI vI ‘bfbf’ nhI sI . nf AuhnF kol koeI zyrf sI nf lMmF colf. awj hr moV qy zyrf Kuwlx dy bfvjUd vI iswKI ivwc isMG-sBf lihr vflf ienklfb ikAuN nhI af sikaf? mqwlb sfP hY ik mnorQ sLKsLI pUjf qoN vD kuJ nhI, mwQf iksy nhI tykxf, vrkF vflIaF miTafeIaF dy zwby nhI iksy agy rwKxy, lPfiPaF `c pfky vHzy not nhI dyxy iksy, alwg Qfl nhI sj ky afAuxy, lMmIaF kfrF nhI iksy Byt krnIaF, mhwlF vrgy zyry ikQoN Ausrngy, qy AuhnF zyiraF ivcly eyarkMzIsLn kmry TMzy kfhdy nfl rihxgy, sohxIaF bIbIaF isrF qy hwQ ies azMbr qoN ibnF kfhNnUM rwKx dyxgIaF. ieh kI irhY? ieh aMimRq sMcfr df mnorQ hY?

AuNJ jy ‘bfby’ Kud eyar qy afky nf mMndy ik mYN jnm idn mnfieaf qF Ausdy cyly cylLIaF nhI sI mMnxf. ‘srkfrI sfjsL’ dy irvfj vFg bhuqy qF iehI kihx lg gey sn ik ieh nklI sI,zI, bxfeI iksy bfbf jI nUM bdnfm krn vfsqy. tI,vI, dy mflk qF gl spwsLt hox qoN bfad vI sLrfrqI aMnsrF df kMm qy pMQ dI cHVdI kHlf ivwc rukfvt dy ivsLlysLx dy mfry sn. ‘bfby’ ZwZrI nUM pRotYkt krn vfsqy AusdIaF dlIlF ieMnIaF hfso-hIxIaF sn ik iswK kOm dI qrsXog hflq qy rox afAudf sI. Ausdf motf ijhf arQ sI ik asIN ieh mMn ky clIey ik Auh vI sfzy vrgy ny AuhnF aMdr vI idl hY, Auhnf aMdr vI kuJ cfa ny, Auh vI sfzy vFg sfh lY rhy ny, asIN AuhnF Aupr ieMnIaF bMdsLF ikAuN lf rhy hF?

hHux kOx suxy ik BfeI ik asIN qF mMndy ik Auh sfzy vrgy hI ny. qusI hI AuhnF nUM bRHhmbyqy aqy mhFpurK pRcfrI af rhy ho. aqy lokF nUM buwDu bxf ky apxIy bxdI luwt df ihwsf lYNx leI roj tI,vI, qy idh ZolkI icmitaF df rMg bMn Cwzdy hoN. jy AuhnF dy cfa sfzy vrgy hI ny qF iPr sfzy vrgI hI ijMdgI ijAuNx, ikrq krn, trwk clfAux, PYyktrIaF ivwc Gtf Cfnx, ivafh krfAux, bwcy pYdf krn AuhnF nUM pflx posx, ieh iPr gurU dy dsy gRihsq mfrg qoN pfsy jfky pKMz ikAuN krdy ny? ikAuN lokF nUM ieMny vHzy azMbr krky lwut rhy ny. jy cfa sfzy vfly hI rihxy ny qF ikAu asIN iehnF dy pYrF ivwc izgIey? jy iehnF dIaF vI vfsLnfvF sfzy vFg hI BVkdIaF ny qF asIN iehnF nUM sMq ikAuN mMnIey? Prk kI ey sfzy aqy iehnF ivwc? kI lok ies moty ijhy hI nukqy nUM PVn dI koisLsL krngy? ryzIAu tI,vI, vflf BfeI vI aqy afm Ausdy sLrDflU vI ies gl qy bVf jor idMdy ik Auh QoVoN iksy nUM kihMdy ik mwQf tyko, lok afp hI tykdy ny. ieh lokF dI glqI. philI gl ik kI tI,vI, vfly BfeI ny nhI kdy mwQf tyikaf? kihx vfly lokF nhI kdy mwQf tyikaf? ies df mwqlb asIM Kud iehI kuJ krI vI jFdy qy iesnUM glqI vI khI jFdy? dUjI gl, afm sDfrx iswK jd gurduafry jFdf qF AusnUM lokIN AuT-AuT mwQy ikAuN nhI tykdy, AusdI afmd qy jYkfry ikAuN nhI vwjdy, Ausdy ikAuN nhI bIbIaF Bwj-Bwj pYrF nUM cuMbVdIaF, mYN iPr kihMdfN ik ieh mwiQaF df azMbr krky jFdy qy lokIN mwQy tykdy, kI iehnF bfibaF nUM sDfrx iswK vFg gurU agy jFx qoN aYylrjI hY? mgr Blvfnf vrgy ds-brF bfzIgfrz lfky, dgV-dgV krdy gurU nUM ieh kI dsxF cfh rhy huMdy ny?

hor ik mwQf tykxF ksUr lokF df qF vI nhIN ikAuik lok AuhI kuJ kr rhy ny jo AuhnF nUM isKfieaf jFdf hY. gurduafry sfzy pfTsLflf ny. iPr duhrf idaF ik iehnF pfTsLflfvF ivwc sbk shI nhI pVHfieaf jf irhY. nhI qF lokF dy ksUr vflf ieljfm kdy nF lgdf. iswKF nUM jrUr apxy Dfrimk asQFnf dy pRcfr df muqfilaf kr lYxf cfhIdf hY. purfxy mhMqF vyly dy pRcfr dy nqIjy isWK Bugq cuwky ny hux iPr gurduafry sfzy mhMqF dy kbijaF ivwc ny qy pRcfr vI mhMqF vyly df hI ho irhf hY. mhMq qy ‘sMq’ rlky iswK kOm dI jHVF `c dfqrI Pyr rhy ny. iesnUM ijhVI mrjI sLfjsL dsI iPro koeI Prk nhI pYNdf. sfnUM sfjsLF nfl mfrn dI kI loV jy sfzy gurduafiraF dy mhMq aijhy hox ijhVy hvfvF dy ruwK dyK ky Pwt apxI zrYksLn bdl jFdy ny.

iswK kOm nUM mihj iek BulyKf hY ik bhuq pRcfr ho irhY ieh pRcfr dy nf hyT lokF dI soc df sLosLx ho irhY. lok gurU grMQ qoN bhuq dUr inkl cuwkyy. ieMnI dUr ik gurU dI avfj suxno ht geI hY. ies df sbUq dyhDfrI ‘gurUaF qy ‘bfibaF’ dy zyiraF qy inwq vDdIaF BIVF hn. ‘bfibaF’ ipCy lokF df isr pfVn qwk jFxf iehI sfbq krdf ik lokF ivwc gurU dI gl geI hI nhI. sLbd dy isDFq nUM smJx qoN lukfeI bhuq pCV geI hY. gurU grMQ iek mihj mwQ tyk Cwzx vflI cIj bx ky rih igaf hY jF lok iekwTy krn leI aKMz pfTF dy Bog pfAux qwk sIimq? jF bfibaF dIaF koqrIaF dI igxqI vDf ky aKbfrF dIaF surKIaF bxn vrgIaF KbrF bxky rih igaf gurU grMQ sfihb.

gurU dIaF rjfeIaF-qlfeIaF qy jor dy CWizaf bfibaf ny, ivwc kI hY, nF afp smiJaf nF lokF nUM smJfieaf. Auh jfxdy ny ik jy ivcly igaFn dI lokfeI nUM smJ pY geI qF sfzIaF hwtIaF nhI clxgIaF. ieh AuhI pMzq vflI khfxI duhrfeI jf rhI hY ik lokF nUM igaFn qoN dUr rwiKaF jfvy. bfibaF df ‘bRhmigaFn’ lokF dI aigafnqf krky bVI kfmXfbI nfl cl irhf hY. AuhnF dy zyiraF dy ilsLkF mfrdy Aucy guMbj lokfeI dI aigafnqf dIaF nIhF qy hI KVy hn. ihMdU dy qyqI kRoV dyviqaF vFg sfzy qyqI sO bfby lokF dI aigafnqf krky pl rhy hn. rwb df vfsqf iehnF mhMqF qy ‘sMqF’ df koeI ielfj lBo nhI qF bhuq dyr ho cuwkI hovygI.