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milkf sLyrfvq nUM bolz idRsLF qo pRhyjL nhI
‘PMtUs’ aqy qum ivc afpxy ijsm aqy hunr dy jlvy idKfAux dy bfvjUd nqfinaf isMG dI igxqI bolz ‘ibMdfs’ sLrIr idKfAux vflIaF hIroienF ivc nhIN ho skI. aruxf rfjy dI iPlm ‘qum’ ivc sLryafm bolz bYzwrUm sIn dyx vflI nqfinaf isMG nUM grmf grm idRsL dyx ivc koeI burfeI nhIN njLr afAuNdI. Aus kol ajy koeI vwzI iPlm vI nhIN hY Aus df kihxf hY ik aMg pRdrsLn aqy glYmr dy ibnF iPlm ivc hIroien df arQ hI kI hY ? hux aYsLviraf rfey aqy ipRtI ijLMtf vrgIaF cotI dIaF hIroienF nUM aMg pRdrsLn krn qy koeI pRhyjL nhIN hY qF iPr Blf myry aMg pRdrsLn qy ieMnf hMgfmf ikAuN ? mYzm nqfinaf dI Ctptfht mwilkf,myGnf aqy ibpfsLf nUM iml rhI sPlqf qoN ho rhI hY. nqfinaF df iPlmkfrF nUM kihxf hY ik Aus dy ijsm ivc idKfAux leI aijhf kI nhIN hY jo ibpfsLf qy mwilkf dy ijsm ivc hY ? afpxy jLmfny dI supriht hIroien pdmnI kolhfpurI dI CotI BYx aqy inrmfqf pRdIp tutU sLrmf dI sflI hox dy bfvjUd qyjsivnI kolhfpurI dy nF nfl inrmfqf pRdIp tutU sLrmf dI sflI hox dy bfvjUd qyjsivnI kolhfpurI dy nF nfl ivcfrf sLbd juiVaf hoieaf hY. Coty prdy qyt cMgI cl rhI sI vwzy prdy vl mUMh kIqf qF gwzI ivcoN atk geI. kuJ vwKrI bxn dI Dun ‘c qyjsivnI ny anurfg ksLXp dI iPlm ‘pFc’ sfeIn kr leI, ijs nUM Ausdy jIjf zfierYkt kr rhy sn. ies iPlm ivc qyjsivnI ny iek rOk stfr dI BUimkf inBfeI hY pr ieh iPlm ajy qwk irlIjL nhIN ho skI. KYr qyjsivnI ny afs df pwlf nhIN Cwizaf aqy ies iPlm dI afs Cwz ky afpxIaF dUjIaF iPlmF ‘anjfny-d-annon’(sMjy kpUr) aqy ‘hm qum aor vo’ (afPqfb isLvdfsnI) ‘qy iDafn dy rhI hY. ‘hm qum aor vo’ df inrdysLn rfhul rfvl dy BqIjy rjq rfvl duafrf kIqf jf irhf hY. iPr qyjsivnI dI JolI ivc iek iPlm sMjy dwq dy nfl hY, ijs df ajy nF nhIN rwiKaf igaf qF asIN kih skdy hF ik ajy vI qyjsivnI leI inrfsL hox df koeI kfrn mOjUd nhIN. qyjsivnI kihMdI hY, ‘bysLwk’ ‘pFc’ dI irlIjL ‘c dyrI qklIPdyh hY pr mYN byhqr BivwK qy njLrF itkfeI bYTI hF". swcmuwc jy qyjsivnI ny ihMmq nf hfrI qF Auh vwzy prdy qy vI sPlqf rUpI cMd pRfpq krky rhygI. eIsLf kopIkr ny lohf mnvf ilaf
pfTkF nUM dws dyeIey ik ‘grlPrYNMz’ qoN pihlF eIsLf ny keI iPlmF ivc CotIaF-CotIaF BUimkfvF inBfeIaF. keI iPlmF ivc afeItm gIq vI kIqy pr AusdI cMgI pCfx nf bx skI. iPlm ‘kXfmq’ ivc Ausny nYgyitv BUimkf kIqI aqy iPlm ‘ipMjr’ ivc iek dysI grl dI BUimkf inBfeI pr Aus nUM sPlqf hfsl nhIN hoeI. hux sPlqf pRfpq krn leI Ausny vI mwilkf vflf rfh apxf ilaf hY aqy Auh bolz iPlmF shfrf lY rhI hY. nvIN iPlm ‘grlPrYNz’ Ausdy iesy jnUMn df nqIjf hY". pwqrkfr qF myrf hr rojL ivafh krf rhy hn-ibpfsLf
mYnUM byhwd pRysLfnI hoeI ikAuNik ‘eyqbfr’ ‘ey’ gRyz iPlm sI aqy iesdf pRozksLn vYlXU vI cMgf sI. iPr vI ies nUM TMzI sLurUafq imlI. mYnUM lwgdf hY ik nYgyitv pblIistI nfl ies iPlm df nuksfn hoieaf hY. aPvfh ieh Auzf idwqI geI sI ik ieh iPlm ‘ieMqhf’ dI kfpI hY, iesy qrHF ‘rudrfksL’ iek BMbl-BUwsy vflI iPlm sI. mYN Kud ies nUM smJ nhIN skI sI qy drsLkF nUM dosLI ikAuN TihrfvF? myrI qIsrI iPlm ‘iesLk hY qumsy’ df ivsLf lokF nUM purfxf lwigaf. ? quhfzIaF ijLafdfqr iPlmF ivc quhfzI afvfjL koeI hor zb krdf irhf hY, afiKr quhfnUM zibMg krn ivc kI musLikl pysL afAuNdI hY? -afpxy kYrIar dI sLurfafq smyN mYN ijLafdf sucyq nhIN sI. Aus smyN jdoN myrI iPlmF dI zibMg sLurU hoeI qF ivdysL dy iksy lokysLn ‘qy sLUitMg kr rhI sI. eyNdf myrI sihmqI nfl inrmfqfvF ny dUsry zibMg klfkfrF dy nfl zibMg krf idwqI pr mYN ‘cor mcfey sLor’, ‘myry Xfr kI sLfdI hY’ aqy ‘rudrfksL’ dy leI Kud zibMg kIqI. awgoN qoN afpxIaF iPlmF dy leI vI mYN Kud hI zibMg krFgI. ? qusIN jfn abrfhm nfl kdoN ivafh krf rhy ho? -mIzIaf vfly afey idn jfn dy nfl myry ivafh dI aPvfh AuzfAuNdy rihMdy hn, mYN keI vfr sPfeI dy cuwkI hF aqy iPr kih rhI hF ik mYN agly 4 sfl qwk ivafh nhIN krf rhI. jfn df kYrIar huxy-huxy sLurU hoieaf hY. Aus nUM bqOr aYktr Kud nUM sfibq krnf hY. myrf iKafl hY ik huxy Aus nUM sLfdIsLudf ijLMdgI dI ijLMmyvfrI nhIN idwqI jfxI cfhIdI. sfzy irsLqy byhwd cMgy hn, pr sLfdI alwg qrHF dI cIjL hY. myrI Aumr vI hfly ijLafdf nhIN hY, QoVHf hor prpwk ho jfx qoN bfad hI mYN sLfdI dI ijLMmyvfrI cuwkFgI. grlPrYNz nfl aMimRqf dI iksmq cmkI
nf[[[[nf hYrfn hox vflI koeI gwl nhIN hY, asIN AusdI iksy grlPrYNz dI nhIN ies nF qy bxI iPlm dI gwl kr rhy hF.gwl ieh hY ik jykr koeI pUrI lgn aqy imhnq nfl kMm krdf hY qF Aus nUM Aus df Pl imldf hI hY. iPlm grl PrYNz nUM lY ky BfvyN ikMnf vI hMgfmf hoieaf hovy, iek gwl spwsLt hY ik iPlm ivc aMimRqf aroVf dy aiBnY dI bhuq sLlfGf hoeI hY. aMimRqf ies iPlm dy pRdrsLn dy bfad bhuq KusL hY aqy kihMdI hY ik ies iPlm ny myry leI nvIaF rfhF KolH idwqIaF hn aqy mY mMndI hF ik aMimRqf aroVf df nvF jnm hoieaf hY. mlfiekf aroVf dI CotI BYx ny afpxI ies iPlm rfhIN iswD kr idwqf hY ik aiBnY dI klf ivc Auh afpxI BYx qoN vwzI hY. iehI nhIN CyqI hI pRdrsLq hox vflI iPlm ‘rkq’ ivc aMimRqf aroVf ny jLbrdsq afeItm gIq kIqf hY. ijs nUM dyK ky ieh aMdfjLf lgfieaf jf skdf hY ik sYksI inRq krn ivc vI Auh afpxI vwzI BYx qo ipwCy nhIN hY.
iesy ivckfr bMtI swcdyv nfl afpxy romFitk sbMD twutx dI pusLtI krdy hoey Aus ny ikhf ik hux Auh Kud nUM iek afjLfd pirMdy vFg mihsUs krdI hY. hflFik ieh sbMD twutx df Aus nUM bhuq duwK hY. dIaf imrjLf df kihxf hY ik Auh bMtI aqy Ausdy pirvfr dy bhuq nyVy sI. ies leI AusnUM lwgdf hY ijvyN Ausny iek pUrf pirvfr hI guaf idwqf. dIaf df kihxf hY ik ies GtnfkRm df AusnUM bhuq duwK hY aqy Aus df ieh duwK dUr hox ‘c kuJ smF qF lwgygf hI. ipRXMkf copVf df ‘KjLfnf’ Clky Clky
kuJ icr pihlF hI ‘rkq’ dI imAUijLk irlIjL pfrtI ivc ibpfsLf bsU nUM jd ieh ikhf igaf ik Ausdy dohry romFs dy crcy bhuq suxn nUM iml rhy hn qF Auh ieh sLbd kihx vfly pwqrkfr qy twut peI. ies qoN pihlLF ik Auh pwqrkfr afpxI gwl pUrI kr skdf, guwsy ivc afeI ibpfsLf ny AusnUM ieh spwsLt krn leI ikhf ik AusnUM iksy mihlf dy bfry ‘c aijhy Aulty iswDy sLbd kihx df hwk iks ny idwqf ? Auh bolI " sfrI dunIaf jfxdI hY ik mYN jfn nUM zyt kr rhI hF" Aus smyN ibpfsLf ny afpxI aYNgrI XMg vUmYn iemyjL nUM Aujfgr kr hI idwqf, krdI vI ikAuN nf afKrI aYNgrI XMg mYn aimqfb bwcn dy nfl kMm jo kr cuwkI hY. hux nfl hI ieh vI jfx lE ik iek pfsy ibpfsLf afpxy sfbkf pRymI dIno dy nfl afpxf nF joVy jfx ‘qy guwsy ivc af jFdI hY qF dUsry pfsy dIno hux vI ibpfsLf dI afpxIO ijMdgI ‘c vfps prqx dI afs lfeI bYTf hY. dIno qoN jd ieh puwiCaf igaf ik Auh ivafh kdoN kr irhf hY qF Ausny kbUl kIqf ik ajy AusdI afriQk siQqI aijhI nhIN hY ik Auh pirvfr dI ijMmyvfrI inBf sky. ienHF sLbdF qoN bfad vI Aus qoN ieh puiCaf igaf ik kI Auh ibpfsLf nfl ivafh krfeygf ? qF dIno dy ichry qy iek anoKI cmk af geI aqy Auh muskrfAuNdf hoieaf boilaf, " ieh gwl qF quhfnUM ibpfsLf qoN puwCxI cfhIdI hY ik kI Auh myry nfl ivafh krfeygI ? ijQoN qk myrf svfl hY mYN qF iqafr hF". mMnxf pvygf ik ibpfsLf df nF afAuNidaF hI dIno nUM nf afpxI afriQk siQqI Xfd rhI aqy nf hI ivafh dy leI mfnisk rUp nfl iqafr hox dI gwl. kYtrInf dI sihxsLIlqf df jvfb nhIN slmfn Kfn dy jIvn ivc keI lVkIaF afeIaF aqy clIaF geIaF.ienIN idnIN slmfn dy idl dI rfxI bxI hoeI hY lMdn qoN hIroien bxn dy leI ieMzIaf phuMcI kYtrInf kYP. BfvyN Auyh ies gwl qoN ienkfr krdI hY pr ienIHN idnIN kYtrInf hI slmfn dy idl dI rfxI bxI hoeI hY. suxn ivc afieaf hY ik dovyN CyqI hI ivafh krfAux vfly hn. ieh vI suxn ivc afieaf ik slmfn kYtrInf dIaF gwlF qy bhuq iDafn idMdf hY aqy kYtrInf vI Gwt sihxsLIlqf nhIN qF hI Auh slmfn nUM ‘pflqU’ bxf skI. aqy hux qF kYtrInf ny inwjI ijMdgI ivc pUrb dy rMg ZMg vI apxf ley hn. ies df sbUq imilaf ipCly idnIN iPlm ‘rkq’ dI imAUijLk irlIjL pfrtI ivc jd lok ieh dyK ky hYrfn rih gey ik kYtrInf kYP aqy sfVHI ivc [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[? ies gwl dI sLfied iksy ny AumId hI nhIN kIqI sI. qF hI ‘rkq’ dI imAUijLk irlIjL pfrtI ivc jd kYtrInf phuMcI qF kfPI dyr qwk AusnUM iksy ny koeI sIt qk afPr nhIN kIqI. ivcfrI iek pfsy KVI-KVI hor lokF df mUMh qwkdI rhI. aKIr iksy ny AusnUM pCfixaf aqy Ausdy leI iek kursI mMgvfeI. jo hoieaf so hoieaf. ies sB dy bfvjUd kYtrInf ny isLkfieq vjoN iek sLbd nhIN ikhf. inrsMdyh kYtrInf dI sihxsLIlqf kfbl-ey- qfrIP hY ijs df Aus nUM pRoPYsLnlI aqy prsnlI lfB phuMcygf hI. PrYsLw lfeIm : hft hY bfbf ! hft iPlmF dI BIV ivc hux CyqI hI iek jLbrdsq sYksI aqy byhwd hft iPlm irlIjL hox vflI hY. ies iPlm df nF hY PrYsL lfeIm. ies iPlm dy inrmfqf ny ies nUM ipCly sfl jdoN sLurU kIqf sI qF ies dI pblIistI bhuq hft iPlm dy rUp ivc kIqI geI sI. inrmfqf iniKl mfQur dI ies iPlm ivc sLvyqf mYnn nUM jdoN sfeIn kIqf igaf sI qF Aus vyly AusnUM dws idwqf igaf sI ik ies iPlm leI AusnUM bYzwrUm idRsLF qoN ielfvf keI ikisMg sIn vI krny pY skdy hn. iesy sLrq ‘qy inrmfqf ny sLvyqf nUM sfeIn kIqf. AuNJ ies iPlm leI pihlF ibpfsLf bsU nUM ilaf jfxf sI. pr iPlm ivc afpxy rol bfry jfxkfrI lYx ipwCoN ibpfsLf ny ies ivc kMm krn qoN sfP ienkfr kr idwqf. ibpfsLf bsU dy bfad hI inrmfqf ny sLvyqf nfl sMprk kIqf aqy Aus ny ienHF idRsLF nUM krn leI hfmI Br idwqI. sLvyqf mYnn ny ckI pFzy nfl ies iPlm ivc lgBg awDf drjn cuMmx idRsL aqy cfr bYzw sIn idwqy. inrmfqf iniKl ny jdoN ies iPlm nUM sYNsr kol srtIiPkyt leI Byijaf qF sYNsr borz dI pMj mYNbrI tIm ny ies iPlm dy pMj idRsLF nUM bfhr krn leI ikhf. PrYsLw lfeIm dy ienHF idRsLF ivc iek aijhf sIn vI sI ijs ivc sLvyqf cMkI kol jFdI hY. cMkI iek kursI qy bYTf hY. arfmdfiek soPy vrgI kursI qy bYTf cMkI sLvyqf nUM afpxy kol afAux leI kihMdf hY. agly hI pl sLvyqf Ausy soPy qy cMkI dy goizaf dy ivckfr af ky bYT jFdI hY. iPr sLvyqf cMkI dI pYNt nUM iKwcxf sLurU kr idMdI hY. ies idRsL nUM kuJ ijLafdf hI hft idKfAux dy mksd nfl inrdysLk ihqysL afnMd ny sLvyqf aqy cMkI nUM iek dUjy nfl burI qrHF icMbVy hoey idKfieaf hY. sYNsr borz ny ies idRsL nUM iksy vI hflq ivc jdoN pfs krn qoN nFh kr idwqI qF inrmfqf ny ies idRsL dI lMbfeI GtfAux dI gwl mMn leI. iPlm dI swqvI rIl ivc cMkI aqy sLvyqf nUM bYzw qy icMbVy hoey idKfieaf igaf hY. zyZ imMt lMby ies idRsL ivc dohF nUM iek dUjy dIaF bfhF ‘c idKfAux dy nfl sLvyqf df pUrf lwk nMgf idKfieaf igaf hY. iesy idRsL ivc cMkI sLvyqf nUM afpxy kol iKwc ky cfdr lY lYNdf hY. iPr cfdr dy aMdr dIaF hrkqF nUM kuJ ies qrHF idKfAux df Xqn kIqf igaf hY ik ijvyN dovyN sMBog dI avsQf ivc hox.sYNsr borz dI kmytI dy do mYNbrF dy ieqrfjL qoN bfad ies idRsL dI lMbfeI 24 Puwt Gwt kr idwqI. iesy islisly ivc PrYsLw lfeIm dy iqMn idRsLF nUM sYNsr ny iPlm ivcoN kwZ idwqf. ienHF idRsLF ivc lMmy cuMmx idRsL, sLyvqf-cMkI dy do bYzwrUm sIn vI sLfml hn. 48 mItr dI lMbfeI Gwt krn qoN bfad afKr sYNsr ny ies nUM ‘ey’ srtIiPkyt nfl pfs kr idwqf. aksLy bhuq ibjLI
amrIkf ‘c hMgfmf aYsLviraf aYsLviraf rfey bfry ikhf jFdf hY ik Auh jdoN vI afpxy kMm pRqI gMBIr ho jFdI hY qF hMgfmf KVf kr idMdIhY. ies smyN Aus dy ijs hMgfmy dI Kbr afeI hY ik Auh ieh ik Aus ny lfrf dwqf aqy syilnf jyqlI vrgIaF do sYksI suMdrIaF ivckfr afpxy Tumky nfl sB nUM moihq kr idwqf. ies smyN aYsLviraf,lfrf ,syilnf ,iriqk rosLn qy PrdIn Kfn dI tIm amrIkf lMzn aqy kYnyzf ‘c sLoa krn leI GuMm rhI hY. amrIkf dy sLoa ‘c sB ny afpo-afpxy inRq pysL kIqy pr aYsLviraf ny bfjLI mfr leI. jdoN Auh styj qy afeI qF 7 hjLfr qoN ijLafdf drsLk nwc AuwTy. aYsLviraf nMU mihsUs hoieaf ik ivdysL ‘c Aus nUM ikMnf psMd kIqf jFdf hY. Aus dIaF kuJ icr pihlF irlIjL iPlmF ny vI cMgf ibjnYs kIqf hY. dysL qoN ielfvf ivdysL ‘c ies qrFH afpxy drsLkF df ipafr pRfpq krky Auh KusLI nfl ro peI pr Aus dy nfl jo do sYksI suMdrIaF sn AunFH dy idl qy kI bIq rhI sI ,ies df aMdfjLf aYsLviraf nUM hI hovygf. bfvjUd ies dy Aus ny afpxy sLoa dy afXojkF nUM hoNslf idwqf ik lMzn aqykYnyzf ‘c vI Aus iesy qrFH hMgfmF KVf krygI aqy afpxI kfblIaq df pRgtfvf krygI. hwQ nf awpVy QU koVI vrgI ho geI hY
Auh hux ies qrFH dIaF iPlmF hiQafAux ‘c lwgI hoeI hY ijMnFH leI awj dI iksy hIroien’c Auqsukqf nhI hY.ikhf jFdf hY ik Aurimlf kol aYm[aYP husYn dI iPlm qoN ielfvf koeI hor kmrsLIal iPlm nhI hY.KflI bYTy -byTy Auh bor hox lwgI sI qy mn nUM sLfqI dyx leI Auh ivdysL GuMmx clI geI sI. guwsf ieMnf sI ik Aus ny afpxI ipafrI pwpI loko nUM vI afpxy qoN dUr rwiKaf jo Aus nUM vyKx leI bYcyn sI pr jdoN Auh ivdysL Xfqrf qoN vfps afeI qF Aus ny afpxy pwpI nUM afpxy hwQF ‘c vI nhI ilaf oijs kfrn Auh Aus kol jfx qoN kqrfAux lwgI hY. eyDr Kbr ieh vI hY ik afpxf kYrIar ivgVdf vyK ky AurmI ny ies qrFH dIaF iPlmF sfeIn krnIaF sLurU kr idwqIaF hn ijMnFH nUM dUsrIaF aiBnyqrIaF ny jfx buwJky ltkf idwqf sI. iek iPlm lfrf dwqf kfrn atkI hoeI sI.Aus dIaF zyts nf imlx kfrn iPlm awgy bx nhI rhI sI. ies leI Aurimlf ny Aus dy inrmfqf nUM sMdysL iBjvfieaf ik Auh iPlm krn nUM iqafr hY. Aus inrmfqf leI qF ijvyN zuwbdy nUM shfrf iml igaf hovy. inrmfqf ny vI mokf imlidaf hI Aurimlf nfl iPlm krn ‘c afpxI BlfeI smJI. jy iehI hflq rhI qF Aurimlf nUM afpxy BivwK bfry socxf pY skdf hY. imhnq krn qoN nhIN zrdI tylYitNz klfkfr suhI huMdy hn jo afpxI pCfx iek BIV ‘c Cwzy jfx pr ijMnF dIpRiqBf nUM inKfrn df koeI jLrIaf vI nf hovy Auh ivcfry kI krn . TIk irisLqf Bwt vFg . irisLqf ny mfzilMg nUM alivdf kihh ky iPlmF nUM gly lgf ilaf pr bflIvuwz aYvyNiksy nUM gly df hfr nhIN bxfAuNdf. keI byhqrIn iPlmF aqy vwzy bYnrF ‘c kMm krn dy bfvjUd vI irisLqF dI hux qk koeI pCfx nhI bx skI hY. mltIstfrr hovy jF solo mUvI Auh isAy ‘c afpxI Cfp nhI Cwz skIhY. ‘sLrfrq ,asLokf ,hfisl ,afAUt af kMtrol qy crs vrgIaF iPlmF irisLqf leI isrP nF hI drjkrvf skIa sPlqf nhI. irisLqf mMndI hY ik ijQy Aus nUM iksy dUsrI hIroien nfl ilaF jFdf hY AuQy Aus dy nfl aksr nfiensfPI kIqIjFdI hY pr Auh afpxf kMm imhnq nfl krdIhY. irisLqf dI nvI iPlm crc irlIjL ho cuwkI hY. Auh afpxf jfdU Aus ‘c ikvyN clfvy jdik iPlm dI dUsrI aiBnyqrI nmrqf isLroZkr ny irisLqf qoN ijLafdf ltky Jtky lgfey hoey hn. hflFik irisLqf hfr mMnx vfilaF ivcoN nhI aqy Auh ies vfr pUrI twkr dyx leI iqafr hY pr ies leI sfnUm Aus dIaF afAux vflIaF iPlmF df ieMqjLfr krnf pvygf. lMby smyN qoN ieh iewCf sI slmfn dI
aOjLfr dy bfad hux isnyivsLtf duafrf bxfeI geI iPlm ‘grv -d pRfeIz eYz afnr ivc isLlpf sLYtI dI joVI slmfn Kfn nfl njLr afvygI. lMmy smyN bfad slmfn Kfn nfl kMm krky isLlpf sLYtI bhuq Auqsfihq hY. ies iPlm nUM lY ky jd isLplf nfl mulfkfq hoeI qf pihlf svfl iPlm ivcAus dy bfry sI. isLlpf ny jvfb idMdy hoey ikhf ies iPlm ivc myrf rol bIar bfr zFsr df hY,ijs dIaF afpxIaF PYimlI pRYsLfnIaF hn. afpxy pirvfr kfrn Auh Auh bfr ivc zFs krdIhY. slmfn dy bfry isLlpf ny dwisaf ik slmfn Aus bfr ivc afAuNdy rihMdy hn pr Auyh kdy myry vwl njLr cuwk ky vI nhI vyKdy. ieQy bfr ivc afAux vfly dUsry kstmr myry sLrIr vwl JFkdy rihMdy hn pr slmfn dIaF njLrF ivc mnUM mihsUs huMdf hY ik slmfn dIaF sLfq aqy bYcyn njLrF myry idl aqy afqmf nUM twc krdIaF hn aqy mYn AunFH nUM ipafr krn lwgdI hF . qF sfzI lfeIP ivc ieh swcfeI bhuq vwzf trinMg puafieMt iswD huMdI hY. isLlpf ny afpxy ikrdfr dy bfry ‘c ies qoN ijLafdf kuJ dwsx qy asmwrQf ivakq kIqI hY. isLlpf afpxy ies rol nUM lY ky bhuq jjLbfqI hoeI dwsdI hY ‘myry rol ivc keI izPrYNt sYZjL hn .iek qrFH nfl ieh lVkI bhuq iemosLnl hY slmfn df sfQ Aus dI lfeIP ivc romFs df JoNkf bx ky afAUNdf hY. aMg pRdrsLn dy pwK’c nhI hF: gRysI isMG ihMdI iPlmF ivc afpxy aiBnY dy dm qy pCfx bxfAux vflI gRYsI isMG ny hux qk ijMnIaF iPlmF kIqIaF hn Aus dy aiBnY dI slfGf hoeI. pihlI iPlm’lgfn’ dy bfad ‘armfn ‘ gMgfjl’ ‘muMnf BfeI aYMm bIb aYs ,vrgIaF iPlmF dI sPlqf asPlqf dy dor ivc lMGdy hoey Aus nUM kuJ glYmrs BUimkfvF dy afPr vI afey pr gRYsI isMG ny smJoqf nhI kIqf. Auh hor hIroienF dy mukfbly ikAu pCVI rhI. puwCx qy Aus df kihxf hY ‘mY glYmrs bxn dy leI asLlIl BUimkf svIkfr nhI kr skdI. BfvyN keI inrdysLkF ny mYnUM afpxIaF iPlmF ivc glYmrs rol vI afPr kIqy sn . pr mYN ieh afPr Tukrf idwqy.mYN aijhf kMmnhIkr skdI,ijs dI iejLfjLq myrI aMqrafqmf nhI idMdI. drasl gRysI pUrI qrFH klf nUM smripq hY aqy Auh afpxI vwKrI iemyj leI pCfxI jFdI hY. gRYsI dI dUsrI iPlm ‘armfn’ Kfs sPlqf nhI pRfpq kr skI. ‘gMgfjl ivc pRkfsL Jfa ny Aus nUM iek gRihxI dy rUp ivc pysL kIqf. Auh dfrsLimk aMdfjL ivc awgy kihMdI hY ‘bflIvuwz ivc glYmrs sLbd dI pirBfsLf bhuq AulJI hoeI hY. mYN smJdI hF ik vDyry lok glYmrs sLbd nfl asLlIlqF df nfqf joVdy hn ijs dI mYN ivroDI hF. afpxI hux qwk dI sPlqf qy gRYsI bhuq Auqsfihq hY aqy awgy vI ijMnFH iPlmF nUM sfeIn kr rhI hY AunFH ivc afpxy rol vwlivsLysL iDafn dy rhI hY. gRYsI df kihxf hYmyrI hr iPlm qy mYnUM lwgdf hY ikmyry aiBny dI sPlqf dI surUafq ho rhI hY. mYN iPlmF ivc vMn -suvMnIaF BUimkfv inBf rhI hF. bhuq huisLafr hY krInf
ipRtI nMbr vn ijs vyly ipRtI ijLMtf ilirl sfbx dI aYz ‘c nhf rhI sI, Audo Kud ipRtI ny vI nhIN soicaf hovygf ik Auh kdy ihMdI iPlm jgq dI nMbr vn hIroien bx jfeygI. nMbr vn dI isKr qy phuMcxf qF bhuq dUr, sLfied ipRtI ny kdy iPlm aYktRYs bxn bfry vI nhIN soicaf hovygf. jy ipRtI dy kYrIar aqy Ausdy sMpUrn ivakqIqv qy njLr mfrIey qF pihlI hI njLr ‘c aihsfs ho jFdf hY ik Aus kol nMbr vn dI isKr qy phuMcx vflIaF sfrIaF KUbIaF qF sn pr glYmr aqy KUbrsUrqI dI Gft sI, ijs krky Auh isKr qy nhIN phuMc skdI sI pr ipRtI dI iksmq ‘c qF nMbr vn bxnf iliKaf sI qF hI aYsLviraf rfey aqy krInf ny aijhIaF iPlmF Tukrf idwqIaF, ijnHF dI bdOlq hI ipRtI Aus isKq qwk phuMc skI. ‘dyvdfs’ dI kfmXfbI ipCoN aYsL aqy sLfhruK dI joVI dy nfl sfry inrmfqf iPlmF bxfAux dy iewCuk njLr afey pr dyvdfs aqy pfroN qF hr Xuwg ‘c ivCVdy afey hn, so AunHF dI jOVI twut geI. krInf ny vI ijLafdf imhnqfny krky ‘kl ho nf ho’ dI pysLksL Tukrf idwqI aqy Ausy iPlm dI bdOlq ipRtI ijLMtf ny iPlm akfsL nUM afpxI muwTI ‘c kr ilaf. dIaf dI imhnq dy bUty nUM Pl kdoN lwgygf ? iek iek krky swq iPlmF aqy ieh AumId ik iksy nf iksy iPlm rfhIN iksmqdf qflf Kuwlygf hI . iek vfr qflf KuwlH igaf iPr dyiKE kmfl! dIaF imrjLf jdoN vI ieklI bYTdI hY qF ies qrHF dy ihsfb ikqfb ‘c ruJI rihMdI hY pr iPlmI ihsfb ikqfb ieMnf sOKf nhIN huMdf. ies leI dIaf dy sLuBicMqkF ny AusnUM slfh idwqI ik sPlqf dy totky ajLmfvy. hux dIaf leI sB qON vwzI cuxOqI hY, inXmk qOr qy crcf ‘c itky rihxf. iesy nUM iDafn ‘c rwK ky dIaf ny aYsLviraf rfey dIaF qfrIPF dy puwlH bMnxy sLurU kr idwqy hn aqy Auh slmfn Kfn dy nF dI mflf jpdI njLr af rhI hY. AuproN Aus ny ivvyk Aubrfey nfl pMgf lY ilaf hY pr idwkq ieh hY ik ieMnI ‘imhnq’ dy bfvjUd Aus dI crcf nhIN ho skI. hux isrP iehI ikhf jf skdf hY ik jdoN iksmq df dIvf hI buiJaf hoieaf qF totikaF df hfeI voltyjL hYlyjn bwlb kI krygf. aMimRqf rfv dI hYitRk aMimRqf rfv iek aijhI hIroien hY jo cuwpcfp afpxf kMm krnf psMd krdI hY aqy iesy kfrn Auh sfiraF dI pRsLMsf dI pfqr bx rhI hY. aMimRqf rfv dy pwK ivc ijhVI sB qoN vwzI gwl jFdI hY. Auh ieh ik AusdIaF hux qwk irlIjL hoeIaF cfr iPlmF ivcoN iqMn iPlmF ‘iesLk ivsLk’, ‘msqI’ aqy ‘mYN huM nf’ itkt iKVkI qy ihwt rhIaF hn qy ies qrHF Ausny ihwt iPlmF dI hYitRk bxf leI hY. ‘lYjyNz afP Bgq isMG’ iPlm BfvyN itkt iKVkI qy ijLafdf sPl nhIN rhI pr ies iPlm ivc vI aMimRqf rfv dy aiBnY dI sLlfGf hoeI sI. hux aMimRqf rfv dI pMjvIN iPlm ‘dIOvfr’ irlIjL ho cuwkI hY, jdik sLfihd kpUr dy nfl ‘lfeIP ho qoN aYsI’ CyqI hI afAux vflI hY. ies df inrdysLn mhysL mFjrykr kr rhy hn. pfTkF nUM dws dyeIey ik sPlqf df nsLf aMimRqf rfv dy idmfg nUM nhIN ciVHaf aqy Auh awj vI EnI hI inmr aqy imlxsfr hY, ijMnI pihlF sI. aMimRqf df kihxf hY ik BfvyN AusnUM bhuq sfrIaF iPlmF dy afPr af rhy hn pr Auh ies nUM bhuq sihjqf nfl lY rhI hY ikAuNik Auh AunINaF hI iPlmF ivc kMm krnf cfhuMdI hY, ijs nfl ik afpxy kMm nUM ieMjuafey kr sky. aMimRqf rfv df kihxf hY ik Auh afpxI hr iPlm qoN kuJ nf kuJ isKdI hY aqy ies nfl iPlmI dunIaF ivc lMmI pfrI Kyzx ivc shfieqf imlygI. asIN smJdy hF ik jykr aMimRqf rfv dI soc aijhI hI bxI rhI qF Auh iPlm ngrI ivc lMmI pfrI Kyz skygI.
bhuq Gwt smyN ‘c hI mwilkf sLyrfvq ny jo sPlqf pRfpq kIqI hY, swcmuwc Auh eIrKf krnXog hY. dUjIaF nvIaF afeIaF aiBnyqrIaF nUM insLicq qOr ‘qy mwilkf sLyrfvq dI sPlqf qoN awgy vwDx dI pRyrnf imlygI. awj dI zyt ‘c ies smyN mwilkf sLyrfvq dy kYrIar df ieMnf sLfndfr dOr cwl irhf hY ik Aus ny kdy supny ‘c vI ies dI klpnf nhIN kIqI hovygI. nvIN Kbr ieh hY ik muMbeI dy do snmfinq iPlm inrmfqf(ijnHF dy nF jfx buJ ky ieQy pRkfisLq nhIN kIqy gey hn) 50-50 lwK rupey dI QYlI lY ky ims sLyrfvq dy ieMqjLfr ‘c bYTy hn qF ik Auh afvy aqy AunHF dIaF iPlmF ‘c kMm krn leI ‘hF’ kih dyvy. sLrq ieh hY ik ieh dovyN inrmfqf ies vwzI rkm dy bdly ims sLyrfvq koloN Qok ‘c ‘zyts’ cfhuMdy hn, jo ik Aus kol nhIN hn. agly swq mhIinaF leI pUrI qrHF buwk hox aqy kMm dy boJ hyT dwbI hox kfrn Auh rupey vflIaF ienHF QYlIaF nUM svIkfr krn’c asmrQ hY. iesy ivckfr Bwt BrfvF nfl mwilkf sLyrfvq dy sbMDF ‘c Ktfs af geI hY. suxn ‘c afieaf hY ik Bwt Brf afpxI aglI iPlm ‘c kMm krn dy bdly ‘c mwilkf nUM ‘mygf’ rkm dyx dy mUz ‘c nhIN hn aqy dUsry pfsy ims ‘mwilkf’ koeI CUt dyx dy mUz ‘c nhIN hY arQfq dovyN mUz dy hwQoN mjLbUr hn. bhuq imhrbfnI aYsLviraf rfey dI ies sfl afpxy kFs Tihrn dOrfn aYsLviraf rfey bhuq guafcI guafcI njLr afeI. hflFik kFs iPlm Auqsv ‘c Auh AunHF suMdrIaF ‘coN iek sI, ijnHF dIaF sB qoN ijLafdf qsvIrF iKwcIaF geIaF pr aYsLviraf dy guafcy guafcy rihx df kfrn sLfied ieh sI ik iPr qoN AusnUM morl sport dyx leI ivvyk Aubrfey AuQy mOjUd nhIN sI.dwisaf jFdf hY ik ivvyk qF kFs jfx lfrI iqafr sI pr smyN qy kwpVy iqafr nf ho skx kfrn Auh nhIN jf sikaf. hF, Auh mMubeI ‘c iek inlfmI ‘c igaf aqy AuQoN 52,000/- rupey dI sB qoN ijLafdf kImq qy afpxI ‘lyzI lv’ dI qsvIr KrId ilafieaf. ieh rkm lokF dI BlfeI leI Krc kIqI jfxI hY.suxn ‘c afieaf hY ik aYsLviraf aqy ivvyk jdoN iek dUsry qoN dUr huMdy hn qF hr rojL Pon qy qkrIbn iqMn GMty gwlF krdy hn. iesy ivckfr aYsLviraf rfey dy ‘ivdysL pRym’ vDx dy sMkyq vI iml rh hn. qkrIbn 11 mhIny ivdysL ‘c bqIq krky ieMzIaf vfps afeI aYsLviraf rfey ny hux agly kuJ mhIny bflIvuwz nUM dyx df PYslf kIqf hY. afpxI ivdysLI pRfjYkt ‘c aYsLviraf rfey dI rucI ijLafdf vD geI hY aqy Auh ies nUM bhuq mhwqv vI dy rhI hY. ienHIN idnIN gOaf ‘c iek lMmf sLUitMg sLYizAUl pUrf krn qo ielfvf Auh isrP AunHF iPlmF nUM pUrf kr rhI hY, ijnHF ‘c iesdf QoVHy hI smyN df kMm bfkI hY. AuyNJ ies aslI kfrn ieh dwisaf jFdf hY ik aYsLviraf rfey dy ivdysLI eyjMt hux AusnUM afpxIaF ihMdI iPlmF dI igxqI Gwt krn nUM kih rhy hn. aYsLviraf rfey dy eyjMtF dI rucI ies gwl ‘c ijLafdf hY ik aYsLviraf hux ijLafdf qoN ijLafdf kmrsLIal pRfjYkt kry qF ikk AunHF df ‘kimsLn’ vDdf rhy. sLrIr idKfAux dI vI iek sImf hY :ipRXMkf
**quhfzI iPlm muJsy sLfdI krogy’ af rhI hY,ies kfmyzI iPlm nUM krn df quhfzf anuBv iks qrHF df irhf ? - ieh iPlm ‘dIvfnf-msqfnf’ vrgI kfmyzI nhIN hY, sgoN iek kfmyzI BrpUr romFitk iPlm hY aqy iek bhuq msqI Biraf anuBv sI. iPlm isrP 4 mhIny ‘c pUrI ho geI aqy ieh cfr mhIny iks qrHF bqIq hoey mYnUM pqf vI nhIN sI lwgf. zyivz iek qyjL inrdysLk hn. Auh iek idn ‘c 1-2 sIn kr lYNdy sn aqy pUrI iPlm isrP 100 idn ‘c pUrI ho geI. ** iPlm ‘c quhfzI BUimkf kI hY ? -ies iPlm ‘c mYN rfxI nF dI lVkI df ikrdfr inBfieaf hY. Auh afpxy mfqf -ipqf dy nfl goaf ‘c rihMdI hY. Ausdy ipqf iek sYnf aiDkfrI hn. Auh jIvn ‘c iek PYsLn izjLfienr bxnf cfhuMdI hY. smIr(slmfn) goaf ‘c iek lfeIP gfrz hY, Auh AusnUM imldI hY aqy Ausdy ipafr’c zuwb jFdI hY. kuJ kMm dy islisly ‘c aksLY kumfr goaf afAuNdf hY aqy ies lVkI nUM imldf hY . Auh vI Aus nfl ipafr krn lwgdf hY. dovyN afpxy afpxy vwloN Aus lVkI nUM ptfAux dI pUrI koisLsL krdy hn aqy afKr ‘c Aus df ivafh donFH ivcoN iek nfl ivafh ho jFdf hY. **qusIN pihlI vfr zyivz dy nfl kMm kIqf hY, kI ieh musLkl sI ? - iblkul vI nhIN, sYtw qy mYN iekwlI hI lVkI sI. ies leI hr koeI myrf iDafn rwKdf sI. mYN AunHF sB dI chyqI sI, iek bybI. myry sfQI klfkfr myrI pUrI mdd krdy hn qF kfmyzI soKI ho jFdI hY aqy AusIN cMgI qrHF aiBnY kr pfAuNdy ho. bhuq vDIaf anuBv irhf sI ies iPlm nUM krn dOrfn. ** suixaf hY slmfn guwsy vfly hn. quhfnUM AunHF nfl kMm krdy smyN koeI pRysLfnI qF nhIN hoeI ? - iblkul vI nhIN AunHF ny myrI bhuq mdd kIqI sI. keI vfr Auh mYnUM myry sIn vI smJfAuNdy sn. Auh ieMny cMgy sn ik myry sIn vI stfr nfl kMm krn qy mYnUM bhuq vDIaf mihsUs hoieaf.mYN " muJsy sLfdI krogy" dy sYtw qy AunHF nUM jIvn ’c pihlI vfr imlI sI. ijvyN mYN AunHF bfry suixaf sI ik Auh uAus qrHF dy iblkul vI nhIN hn. mYN iek irjLrv lVkI hF aqy ijLafdf nhIN boldI Auh myry kol afey aqy mYnMU sihj anuBv krn ‘c myrI mdd kIqI. mYN swcmuwc AunHF nUM bhuq psMd krdI hF. Auh hmysLf kihMdy sn, " ies qrHF bolygI qF ies qrFH rhygf jy ies qrHF dy iraYksLn dyvyNgI qF Aus df afAUtkmies qrF df hovygf" slmfn bhuq cMgI prsnYiltI vfly hn. **qusI ‘muJsy sLfdI krogy’ aqy ‘asMBv’ iPlmF dy sMgIq dy bfry kI kihxf psMd krogy ? - iblkul PnI imAUijLk hY . ies ‘c ihMdI dy nfl nfl pMjfbI df pwut hY. mYN tfeItl gIq ‘muJsy sLfdI krogy qoN bhuq pRBfvq hF. mYN sLRIdyvI aqy jUhI cfvlf vrgI kfmyzI krnf cfhuMdI hF ijvyN ik AunHF ny afpxy smyN ‘c kIqI hY. ‘asMBv’ ‘c mYN iek gfiekf dI BUimkf kIqI hF. ieh pUrI qrHF nfl iek nfn romFitk iPlm hY. ies df sMgIq ijLafdf pwCmI hY jdik ‘muJsy sLfdI krogy’ iblkul ieMzIan aqy dysI hY. ** sLrIr ivKfAux df iek nvF irvfjL sLurU ho igaf hY. kI qusIN vI ies irvfjL nUM apxfAuxgy ? - vyKo, aijhf nhIN hY. afiKrkfr mYN afpxy mfqf ipqf nUM vI jvfb dyxf hY. mYN afpxI dfdI aqy nfnI dy nfl bYT ky iPlmF vyKdI hF sLrIr ivKfAux dI iek sImf huMdI hY. ies qoN vI vwD ky mYN smJdI hF ik ieh gwl ies qy inrBr krdf hY ik qusIN iksy bYnr leI kMmkr rhy ho. ijvyN ik ‘aMdfjL’ myrI golzn jLublI iPlm hY. ieh ies gwl qy inrBr krdf hY ik qusIN iek vDIaf inrdysLk nfl kMm kr rhy ho aqy kuJ hor ijLafdf krn bfry soc skdy ho. **quhfzIaF iqMn iPlmF ‘plfn’, ‘iksmq’ aqy ‘hIro’ Plfp sn. ies sbMD ‘c qusIN kI kihxf psMd krogy ? -mYnUM ies gwl dI koeI icMqf nhIN hY ik Auh Plfp ho geIaF hn. mYN afpxy vwloN vDIaf prPfrm krn dI koisLsL kIqI. jdoN mYN ies ngrI ‘c afeI qF myry slfhkfrF ny mYnUM dwisaf ik myrf PrjL qF vDIaf aiBnY krnf hY, smyN dI pfbMd rihxf hY, afpxf kMm kro aqy Gr af jfE. ieh inrdysLk dI isrdrdI hY ik iPlm ikho ijhf ibjLnYwsw krdI hY pr mYN DMnvfdI hF ik myrI iPlm ny vDIaf ibjLnYsw kIqf. mYnUM ies gwl df koeI aPsos nhIN ik ‘mYN aMdfjL’ ‘c sLrIr ivKfieaf. rfj kMvr jI nfl kMm krn qy mYnUM bhuq sihj mihsUs hoieaf. jy mYnUM sLrIr ivKfAux dI jLrUrq peI qF mYN iksy vwzy bYnr nUM vyKFgI. ** quhfzIaF afAux vflIaF iPlmF ikhVIaF ikhVIaF hn ? - arjun rfmpfl dy nfl ‘asMBv’, slmfn aqy aksLY dy nfl ‘muJsy sLfdI krogy’ aqy ‘eyqrfjL’ ‘c mYN iek nYgyitv BUimkf kIqI hY. aksLY aqy sunIl dy nfl ‘blYkmyl’ aimq jI dy nfl ‘vkq’ aqy iek iPlm hY ‘gFDI’. |
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