mfnisk rogI

primMdr isMG bYNs

dOV lgI hoeI sI.iek duVfk kfPI aWgy inkl igaf.jo ipWCy rih igaf Auh afKx lgf, inkl jfh, inkl jfh. jd mYN aWgy inkilaf Pyr dyKIN qMU .

kI dyKIN ?

ijs df Aus nUM vI nhIN sI pqf ik Auh kI idKf skygf. hfry hoey qoN hor qF kuJ nhIN siraf, lgf afly duafly dy kpVy pfVx. Auh pfgl ho igaf. afh kfrf gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dy pfVx df ijs iksy ny vI kIqf. qusI kI smJdy ho ? Auh iensfn hovygf? NnhI ! Auh iek pfgl mfnisk rogI hovygf. ajyhy hI kuwJ log hn jo BolI BflI jMqf nUM mgr lfeI iPrdy hn. AuhI log hn jo iek pfsy iesy gurU gRMQ sfihb jI nUM ivrfjmfn krky jMqf nUM BrmfAuNdy hn. idKfvf krdy hn ik Auh vI iesy gRMQ nUM mMndy hn. iesy coN idRsLtFq idMdy hn. gRMQ sfihb jI afp qF bol nhIN skdy.ies leI Auh qF isrP mfrg drsLk hn . bs bx bYTdy hn, Auh puWjy hoey sfDU mhfqmF. lok BulyKf Kf ky BfvyN afAuNdy qF hn afpxy iesLt gurUu awgy isr JuWkf ky kuJ smJx, kuJ pfAux. pr Ps jFdy hn ienHF sfDUaF dy ivCfey jfl ivWc.

ieh bgly Bgq kuJ iek sLbdF df shfrf lY ky afpxIaF ZolkIaF CYixaF nfl isr hlf hlf ky iek sWcf suWcf rWb df sLrIk bx bYTdy hn. vyhlVF kol hor qF koJ huMdf nhIN. hF ieh gflVI jrUr hUMdy hn. bs lg jFdy hn afpxIaF imWTIaF momoTgxIaF glF suxf suxf BolI BflI jMqf nUM BrmfAux. jMqf smJ bYTdI hY ik ieh qF AuWc df pIr hY. jrUr sfzf vI byVf bMnHy lfAugf. Bul jFdI hY afpxy iesLt guru gRMQ sfihb nUM. kuJ hor idKfeI hI nhIN idMdf isvfey Aus pKMzI dy.lg pYNdI hY jMqf Aus dy gozy GWtx. pYrF qy isr isWtx.

ikAuN ?

ikAuNik jo sLbd gurU sfzf gurU sfzy dsvyN pfqsLfh jI ny sfzf bxfieaf sI,Aus bfry qF sfnUM smJfAuNx dsx vflf koeI hY hI nhIN. sfzy Dfrimk afgU qF BWjy iPrdy hn AuWcIaF pWdvIaF jF kursIaF ipWCy .Auh Kud sLROmxI kmytI jF sLROmxI akflI dl dy afgU, mohrI qF bxI iPrdy hn . pr Auh ienHF hI pfKMzI sfDF dy jf jf pYrIN hWQIN pYNdy, hvn krfAuNdy aqy iqlk lgfAuNdy afm dyKy jFdy hn.jo ho irhf hY Aus nUM asIN sfry dyKdy hoey vI cuWp hF.

ikAuN ?

ikAuNik ijs dI lfTI Aus dI BYNs . qfkq hY ajyhy hI mfVy ansr dy hWQ . sLrIP byieWjqF qoN zrdf aWgy nhIN afAuNdf.sWcf suWcf zrdf hY, afpxy icWty coly AuWqy dfg lgxo. pr ijNHF ny pfieaf hI kflf colf hovy. Aus nUM iks dfg df zr ? dn dnFAuNdy iPrdy hn ajyhy lok.bohl dI rfKI bWkry. jMqf dy rfKy syvk. nhIN nhIN. ieh hn sLyr, ByVIey dYNq. jo jMqf nUM afK rhy hn.asIN qF afpxf iZWz Brnf hY. iek iek krky afeI jfAu aqy sfzI Kurfk bxI jfAu.bx nhIN igaf,iek vIcfrf jo iZWzVIey df ipMzoN zyrf cuWkvfAuNx igaf sI.mfr idqf igaf.inkilaf nf iZWzVIaf srkfrIaf. ijs dI lfsL Ptf PWt smytx dI kIqI. puWlsIaF ny rl iml.jMqf dy rfiKaF. ieh ieWk ieWkly bs dI gl nhIN.nhIN sMvrnF kdy kuJ vI, jd qk nf AuWiTaf koeI mrd agMmVf.afpf vfrn vflf, sLyr bhfdr sLhId sMq bfbf jrnYl isMG vrgf.

nf kdy BrnIaF “ Byz bkrIaF vFg jo hr vkq mUMh mfrI qurI jFdIaF hn “ ienHF dIaF iZWzVIaF vfly sfDF dIaF iZWzIaF. afh iek iZWzVIey dI sI zI dyK mYNnUM ieMj lgf ijvyN koeI iPlLm bx rhI hY. koeI sUrjvMsI afpxf drvfr sjfeI sMGfsx qy bYTf hY. jd ieh aYQy afieaf sI qF iek vfr mYN ies nUM tI vI qy dyiKaf sI. glF sohxIaF krdf hY. sLkloN vI sohxf hY. bflVI Aumr. mn krdf sI suxn nUM. CotI Aumry igafn ho gey df BulyKf pYNdf sI.

afh sI zI ny qF pfjL KolH ky rK idqy. ieh aMdroN hor aqy bfhroN hor inkilaf. afpy aMimRq Ckf ky afpxy hI pYrI rolx lg ipaf isWKI nUM .  ijs ny isMGf nUM isMG sjf ky iBWjIaF ibWlIaF bxy idKfidaF rqf sLrm nf kIqI. aMimRq Ck ky qF BilAu loko icVIaF ny bfjL nhIN sI Cizaf. Auh kyho jyhf aMimRq ies ny Ckfieaf? aMimRq Ck ky qF isMG gurU sfihb aWgy lgfmF iKWc ky KVH gey sI ik sfnUM iksy aWgy nf Jukx, mVIaF msfxF aWgy mWQf nf tykx dI guVqI dyx vfilAu, afh afp iek mjLfr nUM ikvyN isjdf kr rhy ho.

ieh iZWzVIaF pMjF ipafiraF nUM vI afpxy pYrF ivWc izWgy idKf irhf sI.isMGf isMGxIaF dIaF ikvyN kqfrF lgIaF hoeIaF hn ies dy pYrI izWgx leI.Auh kyhf aMimRq hovygf? ikDry srkfr dy mohry qF nhIN sn Auh sfry?ijnHF sLfied GVI dI GVI kIlI tMgI isrI sfihb lfh ky gly pf leI hovy.aMimRq- DfrI isMG aYnf ikvyN izWg skdf hY ?

ieh aWKF mItI suWqy pey ajgr nUM vI ipCFh Cz igaf.Aus sWpxI nfloN vI BYVf idsdf sI,jo afpxy aFzy afpy hWVp  jFdI hY.ieh jMqf dy armfnF nUM, AunHF dy Bolypn nUM, AunHF dI afqmF nUM zMg mfr mfr

hVpI jf irhf sI . mfieaf nfgxI kihx vfly jy tokrf sfhmxy rK Ausy mfieaf nfgxI nfl Aus nUM BrfeI jfx,qF ieh qF Auh gl hoeI ,ik sWp nUM sWp lVy qy ivs iks nUM cVHy.dyiKaf nhIN qusI nfgxI mfieaf nfl ikvyN tokrf Br irhf hY aqy Aus nUM sFBx vfly nUM sfhmxy kuMzlI mfr ky Aus nUM hVpx dI pUrI iqafrI ivWc bYTy nUM qusI kI khogy. qusI KLuWd isafxy ho.

ieh hUMdf ikvyN hY aqy ikAuN huMdf hY ?

ikAuN ik aj df XuWg prcfr df XuWg hY. ieh sB Aus dy sfQI cyilaF dI krfmfq hY. ijnHF ny ipMz ipMz glI glI iPr ik Aus df prcfr kIqf hovygf. Aus nUM inWkI Aumry phuMicaf hoieaf PkIr bxfky BolI BflI jMqf dy aWKIN GWtf pfieaf hovygf.Aus qmfsLf krn vfly vFg afpxI dvf vycI hovygI ijs ny pihly iek do afpxy hI PrjLI gfhk bxf BIV ivWc KVy kIqy huMdy hn. qF hI qF kWl tuWty sfeIkl AuWqy ciVHaf iPrdf aj vWzIaF kfrF aqy vWzIaF jfiedfdF df mflk bx igaf.aj Auh afK irhf h. mYNY qF nhIN kihMdf iksy nUM mWQf tykx jF mfieaf cVHAux leI. lok myrI lokpRIaqf qoN jWldy hn. puWCdy hn ik ieh sB ikQoN ikvyN aqy kfhqy af igaf.iknF BulyKf hY Aus nUM. kOx jldf hY ? iks ny jlxf hY ? Auh kI jfxy. Auh qF rWb hI jfxdf hY. Auh qF isrP ieh jfxy socy aqy dyKy ik Auh kI hY aqy kI kr irhf hY. afh jo vI pRfxI miraf Aus df kfql kOx hY. ies df iensfP qF iek idn jrUr hoAu. ikDry sUl dI sUlI qF bxU. Auh hY kI ?

kI Auh iek BIKfrI qF nhI lgdf?iksy kfPI hfAUs mohry hWQ ivWc zWbf jyhf PVI Aus gtfr vjfAux vfly vrgf.jF iksy gurdvfry, mMdr dy mohry ctfeI ivCfeI mohry iCWkU rKI bYTy mMgqy vrgf.Prk qF isrP aYnf hI hY nf ik Auh grIb iBKfrI khfAuNdf hAu aqy ieh iek sMGfsx sjfeI  iCWkU dI QFh tokrf rKI bYTf, vWzf sLfhI mMgfqf.

kI ieh sB TIk hY? PYslf jMqf ny krnf hY.ijs aWgy aMimRqDfrI isMG isMGxIaF lfeIn bMnH mWQy tyk rhy hn, sMGfsx Auwqy bYTy sUrjvMsI iZWzVI vfly dy crnf ivWc. Auh hWs irhf hY .muskVIaf hfsf.

iksy kolo PuWlF df hfr gly ivWc pvf irhf hY.koeI suMdr kMinaF gulfb df PuWl ByNt kr rhI hY. koeI aWDKVH aOrq df mn afieaf aqy Auh motI sony dI cynI Aus dy gl pf rhI hY. Auh muV muV Aus nUM toh ky Aus cynI nUM qol imx irhf hY.iksy ny af ky Aus dy guWt qy gfnf bMnHx vFg brysilt af bMnHI. ikho jyhf lgdf ieh sIn ?

Xfd afieaf jdoN bfbf bMdf isMG jI bhfdr dy gly ivWc muWglF ny Aus dy bWcy dIaF afdrF df hfr pfieaf qF puWCx qy AunHF ikhf sI ik ieMj lgdf ijvyN ivafhAux afey lfVy df svfgq kIqf jf irhf hY.jd bWcy df idl kWZ ky AunHF dy mUMh ivWc ToisaF igaf. Auh kihx lgy ik hux ijvyN mUMh jTyiraf jf irhf hovy.ivafh hI qF ho irhf sI AunHf df lfVI mOq nfl.

ieh socxf quhfzf kMm hY ik iZWzVIey dy gly ivWc pfeI jf rhI cynI,hWQ qy vWJdf brysilt,hWQ ivWc gulfb df PuWl aqy tokry ivWc izWgdy pYsy iks gl dI gvfhI Br rhy hn.kI ieh pfp dI pMz qF hI nhIN BfrI krI jf irhf ? rWb df iensfP kI rMg ilafAu ? kOx jfxy .

afh ho rhy BMzI prcfr df hI nqIjf lgdf hY.iksy mfnisk rogI vloN gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dI byadbI

krky pfV ky suWt dyxf. kI hWQ afieaf hovygf Aus dy? ieh iksy asLIqosL, iZWzVIey, jF iksy nrk -DfrIey jF Pyr iksy rfDf suafmIey dy cyly bflky dI hI krqUq ho skdI hY.jo eIrKf bs socdf hovygf ik gurU gRMQ sfihb nUM mMnx vfilaf dI igxqI vWDI hI ikAuN jf rhI hY. asIN srkfrIaF drbfrIaF ny qF pUrf itWl lf ky dyK ilaf. ies dI mfnqf GtfAux df. pr ieh qF idn duWgxI rfq cOgxI hfly vI afpxf Gyrf ivsLfl krI jf irhf hY.

ienHf nUM imtfAux vfilAu. ienHF nUM Kqm krn vfilAu. imWt gey mtfAux vfly. nhIN imtf skogy Kflsy nUM.cfhy ijMnIaF mrjLI jokF bx bx icMbVI jfAu.hfly qF ies Drm dy rfKy byeImfnIaF, pdvIaF aqy kursIaF ipCy Bwj rhy hn.afr aYs aYs vfly ienHF dIaF rUhF qy kbjy krI bYTy hn.ijs idn AuWiT-af koeI mrd agMvVf. Aus idn sLyr nUM dyK igWdVF nUM Gurny nhIN jy lWBxy. Auh idn iek idn jrUr afAugf. ies gl df sbUq hY dunIaF dI DrqI AuWqy hr dysL ivWc vWsdf, iek iek pMjfb. ieh Auh soey hn ijnHF nuM mIr mMnU dI dfqI nf vWZ skI, nf muWkf skI. Auh vWZdf clf igaf ieh dUx svfey ho ho sfhmxy afAuNdy gey. rWb bcfvy quhfnUM iksy kropI qoN. ikAuNik ieWk isK qF srbWq df Blf hI mMgdf hY. rWb BWtikaf nUM soJI dyvy. rWb rfKf.