ÈfipMg mfl ivwc qury jFdy dy sfhmxy afeIinaF (ÈIiÈaF) dI dukfn dyK Aus dy pYr Aus ƒ Aus dy aMdr lY vVHy.gfhk afieaf dyK sylË-mYn kfhly kdmIN Aus vwl afieaf aqy kihx lgf. vt kYn afeI hYlp XU, sr.

no QYNks, afeI jst kMm ien, EnlI tU sI.

vYlkm sr. afK Auh prHF clf igaf.

Aus ny stor aMdr njr GuMmf ky dyiKaf. bhuq hI suMdr zIjfeInF vfly idl iKwc PrymF ivwc kYd afeIinaF nfl stor Biraf ipaf sI.hr afeInF ieMj afKdf mihsUs ho irhf sI, afAu jI, mYƒ lY jfAu.nhIN nhIN jI mYƒ.ijvyN dUsrf afK irhf hovy.iek qoN bfad dUjf ÈIÈf dyKdf ijAuN hI Auh swjy pfsy GuMimaF. iek bhuq hI suMdr Prym ivwc jiVaf afeInF Aus dy sfhmxy sI. Aus aMdr afpxy hI aks ƒ dyK Aus ny zr ky ipCy vl dyiKaf.ipCy koeI nhIN sI. pr Auh afpxy QFh qoN ihwl igaf sI. hux jd Aus ny muV Aus sIÈy vwl dyiKaf qF ajIb jyhI Èkl njr afeI.Aus ny Pyr mfVf jyhf ihwl ky dyiKaf.hux kdI Aus df cyhrf icwpikaf jyhf idsy kdI bhuq motf ijvy Èihd dIaF mwKIaF lVIaF hox.jF Pyr bhuq lMmF lgy ijvyN iksy ny rbV dy iksy mKoty ƒ iKwicaf hovy.Aus afeIny df Èfied pfxI Krfb sI.pr jy Aus df pfxI Krfb huMdf qF Aus ƒ aYny suMdr Prym ivwc kYd krn dI kI loV sI ? qF Pyr jrUr iksy kfrIgr dI kfrfigrI df nmUMnF hovygf.ieh socdf Auh stor qoN bfihr af igaf.

sfirMg ny sfirMg gihE, sfirMg phuMicE af.sfirMg vFg ies afeIny dy vI afnykF arQ hn.mn duwKI hovy qF cyhry AuWqy duwK, KuÈ hovy qF KuÈI df rUp bx idsdf hY. qF hI qF ikhf jFdf hY jfh jrf afpxy cyhry df afeInf, afeIny ivwc dyK ikvyN lwtikaf hoieaf hY jF ikvyN cwmk irhf hY.aYsf hI afeInf kYmry dy lYNnj ivwc Cuipaf bYTf cuMbk vFg sfhmxy vfly dI qsvIr afpxy aMdr kYd kr lYNdf hY.Auh soc irhf sI ik ajyhf hI afeInf iensfn dIaF awKF ivwc vI qF iPwt hY . ijs df rImot mn dIaF BfvnfvF nfl kMm krdf hY. mn ijs soc nfl sfhmxy iksy vI cIË vl dyKdf hY, awKF df afeInf Ausy rUp ivwc Aus qsvIr ƒ afpxy dImfg dI skrIn AuWqy iPwt kr lYNdf hY.Auh dImfg iksy afritwst df hY qF Auh burÈ aqy rMgF dy sfhfry kYNnvs AuWqy AunHF BfvnfvF ƒ Auqfr skdf hY. koeI AunHF BfvnfvF ƒ afpxI Ëubfn nfl iksy nfl vI sFJIaF kr skdf hY.

awKF df afeInf qF irÈiqaF ƒ iCwky tMg irÈiqaF dy nfm vI bdlx ivwc dyr nhIN krdf.sfhmxy qury jFdy BYx Brf ƒ pRymI pRymkf dy rUp ivwc afpxy jyhn ivwc iPwt krnoN vI nhIN iJjkygf.mF puwq,ipAu DI dy irÈiqaF ƒ Èyr dy Kfdy iÈkfr vFg cIQVy cIQVy kr afpxI gMdI Ëubfn nfl smfj ivwc nÈr kr dyvygf. Aus vkq Èfied Aus dIaF awKF dy afeIny AuWqy gMdy pfxI dI prq cVH jFdI hY .Aus prq ƒ cVHfAux vflf kfrIgr iensfn df idl dImfg aqy mn hI qF huMdf hY. ieh kfrIgr qF iPr iek ajUbf hI hoieaf ? ikAuNik ieh awKF df afeInf qF pl pl rMg bdlx dI ÈkqI rKdf hY. ieh cfhy qF iksy ƒ sqvyN asmfn AuWqy cVHf dyvy, cfhy qF gMdy nfly dy iksy gtr ivwc suwt dyvy.ÈfipMg mfl coN inkl ik ajyhy afeIinaF dy anykF rUp dyKdf Auh kd Gr puwj ky kMmpIAutr dy kI borz AuWqy AuNglF clfAux lg ipaf, pqf hI nf lgf. hux Auh ajyhy anykF afeIinaF dIaF khfxIaF jo Aus dy jyhn ivwc AuWBrIaF sn , ƒ lÌËF df rUp dy ilKx lg ipaf.

bfrF sfl hoey jhfË dy tYrF ny knyzf dI DrqI ƒ CUihaf.sB ny rwb df Èukrfnf kIqf.Aus ny aqy Aus dy prvfr ny Aus idn knyzf dI DrqI AuWqy pihlf kdm riKaf. iemIgryÈn dy JMjt qoN Pfrg ho smfn cuwk Auh bfihr afey.hr musfPr df koeI nf koeI Aus ƒ lYx afieaf Aus ƒ AuWzIk irhf sI. hr koeI gl lg iml irhf sI. iek dUjy df mUMh cuMm irhf dyK Aus ƒ QoVf Jtkf jyhf lgf.ieh kYsf by-Èrm dyÈ hY.ijQy iksy ƒ iksy dI vI Èrm nhIN. hfly Auh ieh soc hI irhf sI ik Aus dy afpixaF AunHF ƒ af Gyiraf.sfiraF sB ƒ hg kIqf mUMh cuMimaf.mF puwq,ipAu DI,dyr BrjfeI,kuVm kuVmxI, gl kI hr irÈqf iCwky tMg,hr koeI hg kr mUMh cuMm irhf dyK AunHF ƒ bhuq ajIb lgf.ies imln qoN vyhly ho ijAuN hI Auh bfihr inkly. sfhmxy kuwqf afpxI mflkx df mUMh cwt irhf sI. Auh dovyN kuwlPI vI Kf rhy sn.iek cuwskI Auh lYN rhI sI aqy iek Auys df kuwqf. ieh sB dyK koeI burf nhI sI mnf irhf.hr koeI afpxy rfhy quiraf jf irhf sI, ibnf ieh kuJ dyKy.Gr puwjy qF iek vfr Pyr cuMmF cwptI dI rsm ÈurU ho geI,AunHF nfl jo hvfeI awzy Auqy nhI sI phuMc sky. ies ƒ rsm hI qF kih skdy hF.

iek idn Auh Gr dI kYd coN inkl bfihr sYr krn inkilaf.QoVI dUr iek Cotf jyhf jMgl sI.Aus dy ivckfr sOkr dI grfAuNz sI. kuJ dyr AuQy bYT jd Auyh muV irhf sI qF iek skUl rsqy ivwc afieaf.kI dyKdf hY,kwcI juvfnI mUMh ivwc mUMh pfeI afly duafly qoN by-Ébr, dIn dunIaF dI prvfh kIqy ibnf, sVk dy iknfry strIt lfeItF dy KMMibaF dy shfry jPIaF pfeI mOj mwsqI kr rhI hY. Auh soc irhf sI. ieh iksy DI vI hovygI. iksy dI BYx vI hovygI. kI iksy ƒ ies dI Ébr nhI jF prvfh hI nhIN. Aus dy pMjfb ajyhf huMdf qF roj hËfrF kql huMdy.

smF bIqdf igaf.Auh vI afdI jyhf ho igaf. jYsf dyÈ vYsf Bys. Auh ies ƒ ieDrlI siBaqf df by-Èrm irvfj smJ shfrdf irhf. Auh kr vI kI skdf sI.ies sPr ivwc anykF imly. afpxy vI prfey vI. afpxI kimAUintI dy vI hor kimAUintIaF dy vI.sDfrn vI imly,hg kr kr imly,mUMh cuMm cuMm vI imly.hmfm ivwc sfry nMgy.iksy ny kdI koeI avfË nF kwsI. cldy cldy keI irÈqy juVy. keI DIaF bx Aus dy hwQIN zolI ivwc bYTIaF. keIaF ny BYxF bx rKVI df Dfgf bMinaf.Aus ny Aus irÈqy ƒ inBfieaf.DIaF vFg imly, BYxf vFg imly, BrjfeIaF vFg imly. gl lg lg imly.gory vI imly kfly vI imly.jo irÈqf kdy bixaf, pIzf hI hoieaf.kdI tuwitaf nf.kdI iksy dI awK dy afeIny df pfxI mYlf nf hoieaf.kdI iksy ny koeI bolI nf mfrI.Pyr aj kyhVf phfV Zih igaf sI. Aus ƒ smJ nhIN sI af rhI.

Aus ƒ Xfd afieaf jd Auh afpxy bicaF dy ivafh krn pMjfb igaf qF iek gorf AunHF nfl ivafh igaf. Auh Aus ƒ ipafr nfl Bf jI jI kihMdf qF ikMnF ipafrf lgdf.sfzy rsm irvfj dyK Auh vI hg krnf Cz hQ joV siq sRI akfl kihx lg ipaf.Auh jo dyKdf, smJdf aqy Pyr mfx nfl afpxy Gr ƒ ilK idMdf.sfzy ipafr bfry ilKdf,rsmF irvfjF bfry lKdf. Aus df tuwt irhf Gr, qlfk qk puwj cuwkf prvfirk jIvn, muV rfhy lIh af igaf sI.

iek hor gorf AunHF dy jIvn ivwc afieaf. mfeIk sI Aus df nfm.Auh afAudf, Aus dI bIvI, Aus dy bwcy, do bcIaF do kfky vI Gr afAuNdy. Auh AunHF nfl glF sFJIaF krdy. AunHF dy rihx sihn ƒ dyKdy. AunHF pfsoN rotIaF pkfAuxf isKdy. AunHF dy amIr ivrsy aqy siBaqf bfry jfnx aqy isKx dI koiÈÈ krdy. ipCly bfrF sflF qoN ieh sFJ GtI nhIN sgoN hor pIzI huMdI geI.

iqMn ku sfl pihlF iek pfrtI ivwc hrfsIE aqy Aus dI bIvI sUjI nfl myry dosq dI mulfkfq hoeI.Auh jd vI imldy, Aus ƒ aqy Aus dy sfry prvfr ƒ gly lg lg imldy.Aus dy leI qF Auh Aus dy bicaF dI Aumr dy Aus dy bwicaF vFg hI qF sn. iek idn zfktrF ny disaf ik Aus ƒ kYNsr hY. Auh Aus aslIaq ƒ hmyÈf sDfrn rUp ivwc hI lYNdf af irhf sI. ipCly sfl iek pfrtI Au iek Èfm gfhkF dy nfm Au ijs ivwc hr mËhb hr kimAuintI dy lok iewkTy hoey pfrtI df anMd mfx rhy sn .koeI Kf irhf sI , koeI pI irhf sI. koeI sfhmxy pey zrfa dy ienfmF ƒ hsrq BrIaF njrF nfl dyK, soc irhf sI, ik aOh ienfm mYNƒ hI inkly.

Auh vI bfr dy kol KVHf afpxy dosq aYNzI nfl zirMk df anMd mfx irhf sI.iksy ny ipiCEN Aus dy mozy AuWqy hQ riKaf Aus ny ipCy muV ky dyiKaf.sfhmxy mfeIk aqy Aus dI pqnI KVy sn. hfey mfeIk, hfey rUbI Aus ny ikhf.

hfey imstr isMG hAu XU zUieMg afK Auh dovy gly lg imly. do cfr hor ieDr AuDr dIaF glF hoeIaF.

imstr mfeIk aYNz imisj mfeIk tyk sm zirMk aYNz anjOey df pfrtI plIË, Aus ny ikhf.

Ëfh, iÈEar QYNks, afK Auh awgy lMG gey.

pfrtI dI rOxk afpxy pUry jobn qy sI.hfly vI tfvF tfvF koeI nf koeI af irhf sI.aOh sfhmxy zyivz aqy Aus dI bIvI afAuNdy njrIN pey. ipCly sfl AunHF ƒ Plrozf dy sq idn dy tirwp df pihlf ienfm inkilaf sI. Aus smyN Auh dovyN dosq sn.ipCly Cy sfl qoN Auh iewkTy rih rhy sn.afAudy Cy mhIinaF ƒ AunHF ivafh dy bMDn ivwc bMnHyN jfx df PYslf kr ilaf sI.AunHF ny bynqI kIqI ik kI ies tirwp dI itwkt AunHF ƒ ivafh qoN bfad iml skdI hY? qF jo ieh tirwp AunHF df hnI-mUn tirwp bx jfvy. jo mMn ilaf igaf. Aus idn dy Auh bhuq hI ipafr nfl imlx lgy. iek ipafr df hor irÈqf bx igaf. Auh imldy imlFdy bfr kol af puwjy ijQy asIN KVHy sI. Auh sfƒ hg krky imly, hfl cfl puiCaf aqy awgy lMG Kfx pIx ivwc ruwJ gey.

kuJ pwl bIqy, hrfsIE aqy sUjI ny Aus dy ipiCAuN af bulfieaf. Aus ny GuMm ky dyiKaf qF sUjI Aus ƒ Dfh ky imlI . hrfsIE vI imilaf. Aus df hfl cfl puiCaf. Aucycy qOr qy Aus dI kYNsr dI bImfrI vfry puwiCaf.ijs bfry sUjI ƒ ipCly sfl dI pfrtI ivwc pqf lgf sI.glF glF ivwc Aus ny ikhf sI ik Auh nhI jfxdf ik kd gOz df bulfvf af jfvy aqy Auh Aupr clf jfvy.

ikAuN ? sUjI ny puiCaf sI.

ikAuNik Aus ƒ kYNsr hY. Aus ny ikhf sI.sUjI ny Aus dy mUMh mohry hwQ dy ky ikhf sI.no imstr isMG, mfeI Pfdr zfeIz bYNn ÈI vfj sYvn XIar Elz. mYN afpxy bfp ƒ qyry cyhry ivwc dyKdI hF. kdI Pyr ajyhf nhIN kihxf. sUjI ny Aus ƒ ikhf sI. Aus idn hI qF juV igaf sI sUjI nfl ipE DI df pivwqr iek nvF irÈqf.Aus smyN jd sUjI Aus ƒ Dfh ky imlI. Guwt ky jPI pf ky imlI. Aus df df hfl cfl puwC rhI sI. iek gorI kuVI dUjI kimAuintI dy irÈqy ivwc lgdy afpxy Drm dy ipE ƒ hg krky imldI ƒ aqy dohF ƒ mUMh cuMm imldy dyK hfl ivwc bYiTaF dIaf awKF dy afeIinaF AuWqy gMdy pfxI dI prq cVH geI. Kfs krky sfzI kimAuintI dy lokF ny qF aKbfr hI CfpxI ÈurU kr idqI. AunHF dy mUMhF coN gMd dI BrI BVfs ny qF hfl dI iPËf ƒ vI dUÈq kr mfiraf. lokF dIaF jo mUMh afieaf glF sux sux, Aus dy afpixaF leI qF sfh lYxF vI aOKf ho igaf. iek Drm dy pivwqr irÈqy ƒ njrF dy DoKy kfrn dyKdy hI dyKdy cIQVy cIQVy kr mfiraf. sB dIaF awKF dy afeIny isrP aqy isrP Ausy ƒ GUr GUr dyK rhy sn.

Auh kyhVy bygfny sn. kl qF Auh vI ijMdgI dy sPr dy rfhF AuWqy qury jFdy ƒ imldy qF bVy inwG , ipafr aqy siqkfr nfl Pqih jF siq sRI akfl bul imldy sn. AunHF ivwc Auh vI sn jo irÈiqaF dIaF qMdF nfl juVy hr smfgm ivwc Aus df iÈkrq krnf afpxf mfx smJdy sn. Auh Auh sn jo jIvn sPr ivwc smfijk jF duinafvI hr muÈkl ƒ hl krn leI Aus df bUhf KVkf slfh lYx Aus vl Bwjdy sn.aqy Auh Auh sI jo idloN hr iek dy hr svfl jF muÈkl ƒ hwl krn leI pUrI vfh lf idMdf sI.aj Aus ƒ kwKF qoN vI hOlf kr idqf.

iks ny ?

awKF dy afeIny dy Aus kfrIgr ny. ijs ny hr iek dIaF awKF dy afeIny ƒ pwl ivwc gMdy pfxI dI pfx cVHf idqI.hr iek dI awK df afeInF Aus dI iewjq aqy Aus nfl juVy hr irÈqy ƒ qfr qfr kr igaf.cIQVy kr suty Aus dI iewjq dy.imwtI ivwc imlf idqI Aus dI iewjq.aqy Auh kfrIgr ?hr iek dy idl aqy dImfg aMdr mn dy rUp ivwc bYTf ieh qmfÈf dyK dyK KuÈ ho irhf sI. afpxy mUMh mIaF imTU bixaF afpxy ies hunr dI afpy dfd dy ky ÈfbfÈ lY irhf sI aqy hMkfr nfl isr AuWcf krky mn hI mn afK irhf sI ik mYN iek Auh ajUbf hF jo lwKF awKF dy afeIinaF df pfxI awK JMmkidaF hI bdlx dI ÈkqI rKdf hF. iek pwl ivwc hI sfhmxy vfly dI iewjq dy cIQVy cIQVy krky kfvF kuwiqaF awgy suwt skdf hF.jrf bc ky rihxf. rwb KYr kry.

corI ho geI BfeI, corI

zfierI dy pMinaF qoN:

idn df cfnx, sUrj dy drKqF dI Et ivwc luwkidaF hI alop huMdf jf irhf sI.ipCy Cwz irhf sI hnHyry dI psrdI kflK ƒ.Auh Qwk tuwt cuwkf sI pr Aus ny qF aj hI bfips Gr phuMcxf sI.ho rhy kuvyly ƒ dyK Auh soc irhf sI ik Auh quiraf hI ikAuN ? jd Auh Aus durfhy AuWqy phuMicaf qF Auh PYslf nf kr pf irhf sI ik iks rfh AuWqy pYr vDfey. Auh rfh qoN Bwtk igaf. kwcy rfhF dI DUV Cfxdf Auh msF sVk dy iknfry phuMc pfieaf sI. hux Aus ƒ iksy bws dy afAux jF nf afAux dI AuWzIk sI.

kfPI icr bfad dUr sVk AuWqy do jugƒaF vFg cmkdIaF do loaF EDr ƒ hI afAuNdIaF dyK Auh smJ igaf ik jrUr koeI bws hI hovygI.Auh sVk dy iknfry jf KVHf hoieaf. TMz kfPI vD cuwkI sI. Aus dy srIr aMdr kdI kdI Jrnfht jyhI iCwV jFdI. ieh kFbf iksy aMdrUnI zr df sI jF sIq hvf nfl vwD rhI TMz df sI ? ieh Aus dI smJ qoN vI bfihr sI. bws nyVy afAuNdI dyK Aus ny bVy hwQ ihlfey. dovyN hwQ ihlf ihlf bws ƒ rokxf cfihaf.dovyN hwQ joV ky zrfeIvr awgy qrlf jyhf vI kIqf. Èfied ipMz phuMcx dI kfhl ivwc jF nÈy dI lor ivwc rozvyj dy zrfeIvr ny bws rokxI qF kI sgoN bws dI kIlI hor dwbky tuwtI PuwtI KVH KVH krdI bws ƒ Bjf ky koloN dI lY igaf.hux kI hAu? Aus dI qF ies ielfky ivwc koeI pihcfx vI nhIN. ikQy jfAUNgf mYN ? iek ajIb jyhf zr Aus ƒ Kfx lgf. Auh iks df bUhf KVHkfvygf ? kOx Aus dI hflq dyK ky Aus qy XkIn kr Aus ƒ aMdr lMGfeygf? ajyhy iKaflF ivwc iGiraf Aus sVk iknfry qurdf igaf.

hnHyrf pUrI qrHF cfnxy ƒ ingl cuwikaf sI.dUr Aus ƒ cfnxy dI ikrn idKfeI idqI. Aus dy kdmF ny qyjI PVHI.Aus dy pYr iksy dI vwzI sfrI hvylI awgy jf ruwky.Twk Twk krn leI Aus df AuWiTaf hwQ AuWiTaf hI rih igaf. Aus dI ËmIr ny Aus ƒ socx leI mËbUr kIqf. Auh kI khygf ? puCx qy ik Auh kOx hY, ikQo afieaf hY kI cfhuMdf hY vrgy svflF df kI jbfb dyvygf. koeI XkIn krygf vI ik nhIN, kOx jfxy ? Auh ieh sB soc hI irhf sI ik ipiCAuN avfË afeI. Auh BfeI kOx hYN qUM? kI gl hY ? jwgy ny ipCy muV ky dyiKaf. ieh puCx vfly qF AuhI sn ijnHF qoN Auh rsqf puwC ky afieaf sI. lgdf sI AunHF ƒ vI kMm kridaF ƒ Kyqf ivwc hnHyrf ho igaf hoxf.

jI mYN. awgoN jwgf kuJ nf bol sikaf.

aYny ƒ Auh jwgy dy nyVy af phuMcy.AunHf ny jwgy ƒ pihcfxidaF puwiCaf ikAuN srdfrf lgdf phuMcx ivwc dyr ho geI.bws inkl geI jF Pyr zrfeIvr ny bws KVHI hI nhIN kIqI ? afQxy Gwt hI KVHI krdy bws ƒ. KflI hI Bjf ky lY jFdy hn.smF hI kuJ ajyhf af igaf. iksy df iksy qy XkIn hI nhIN irhf.pihcfnx ivwc mfVI jyhI vI glqI ho jfvy qF Tfh Tfh ho jFdI hY.

TIk ikhf qusIN. pr ieh vI qf iensfP nhIN hoieaf nF. myry vrgy dUr dy pFDI qF rfhF ivwc hI ltk jFdy hn, ik nhIN ? AuproN koeI jfxdf nf hovy, nf koeI Tfhr itkfxf.Blf kI krU ajyhf pFDI? qUM TIk ikhf. ajyhy sMqfp df zMzf pYNdf vI sfzy vrigaF dy isr hI hY. pr aj XkIn vI qF iksy qy nhIN kIqf jf skdf.rfiKaF dy Bys ivwc qF lutyry dn-dnfAuNdy iPrdy hn.smF hI mfVf cl irhf. vf hI puwTI vwg rhI hY. ieh sB dyK koeI nhIN KolHdf bUhf ies vkq, hnHyrf huMidaF hI.lY dyK leIN mYN afpxy Gr df hI bUhf KVkfAuxf hY qF pihlF CwqI svflF dy jbfb dyxy pYxy hn qF jf ky bUhf KuwlHxf.pr qUM ieQy ikvy KVHF ?

bws myrI inkl geI. myrI ieQy koeI jfx pihcfx qF hY nhIN.mYN afh cfnxf dyK iek afs nfl ieQy phuMc igaf ik Èfied mYNƒ rfq df vsyrf iml jfvy.

srdfrf mYN kuJ nhIN kih skdf.lgdf nhIN Gr df koeI rfjI hoAU. disaf qF hY ik aj kwl roj kI huMdf.nf afpxy dI koeI pihcfx nf bgfny dI. nf puils dI pihcfx nf cor dI. dunIaF luwt Koh dy rfhy BwjI jf rhI hY.Aus ny gl krdy ny bUhf KVHkfieaf.

kOx ? aMdroN avfË afeI.

mYN jgIrf hF, byby.

iÈMdf ikQy af ? Auh vI myry nfl hI hY byby.

jrf aYDr myry vwl ho dyKF qUM jgIrF hI hYN jF koeI hor.

jgIrf kMD ivwc kwZI iek mGorI vl ƒ huMdf kihx lgf. lY dyK lY jrf dyr kfhdI ho geI mYNƒ afpxy Gr aMdr jfx leI ikMnf kuJ krnf pY irhf.

Pyr jgIr isMhF myrf rfq df vsyrf bxU jF nF ? jwgy ny ikhf.

dosqf kih nhIN skdf. ipCy jyhy qyry vFg koeI iksy dy Gr mIsxf jyhf bx phuMc igaf. AunHF qrs Kf ky aMdr kI vfV ilaf, ikafmq af geI. suwqI rfq Aus ny bUhf KolH idqf. dgV dgV krdy Aus dy sfQI aMdr lMG afey. sfrf twbr mfr mukfieaf ËflmF ny. nfly sfrf Gr luwt ky lY gey. awj qk koeI sUh nhIN lgI.

pr jgIr isMhF mYN qF iek vkqoN pCiVaf pFDI hF.iek pfsy myry afpxy myrI AuzIk ivwc mrdy jf rhy hoxy hn. dUjf mYN awD ivcfly mr jfvFgf.

aYny ƒ bUhf KuwlH igaf.jgIry aqy iÈMdy dy mgr iksy qIsry ƒ dyK byby TTMbr geI. hYrfnI nfl bolI. jgIiraf afh kOx ? byby zr geI KOiraf bMdUk dI nok qy hI iksy ny bUhf KulHvfieaf hY. qF hI Èfied jgIry ƒ hnHyrf ho igaf. byby kMbI jf rhI sI. vy puwq qUM TIk qF hYN ?

byby sB TIk hY. ijgrf kr mYN qYNƒ sB dsdf hF.jgIry ny jwgy ƒ ikhf ik qUM bfeI jrf hYQy hI KVH mYN pihlF sB ƒ qyry bfry dws idaF. jgIrf qy iÈMdf aMdr lMGy qF byby ny Twk dyxI drvfjf bMd kr ilaf.jwgf socx lgf. mYNƒ nhIN lgdf koeI mƒ mYNƒ rfq ktfAux leI.rwbf ikho jyhy idn af gey bMdf bMdy qoN aYnf zrn lg ipaf.DrqI qoN iensfnIaq Kqm huMdI jf rhI hY. kI ieh AuhI DrqI hY ijQy iksy pROhxy ƒ rwb rUp smiJaf jFdf sI. mYNƒ nhIN lgdf ies Gr ivwc rfq kwtx leI mYNƒ koeI brFzy dI nuwkr vI nsIb hoAU. aj qF TMz ivwc hI mrnf pAU.

jgIry ny aMdr jf ky sfrI khfxI suxfeI. pr XkIn iks ƒ afvy. sfry Aus vwl iksy hoxI dy zroN ibwtr ibwtr dyK rhy sn.bfpU jI Auh swcmuwc cMgf bMdf lgdf. kfkf mYN vI qF eyhI kihMnf ik cMgf hox aqy cMgf lgx ivwc bhuq Prk hY. pr bfpU jI afpF sfrf prvfr rliml igafrF Auh Pyr vI kwlf hI qF hY. kI kr lAu ? pr qYNƒ pqf golI awgy inwhQy BfvyN vIh hox. kwlf BfrU huMdf. awgy qyrI mrËI.dyKI jfAU jo hoAU so hAU.dws Pyr bfpU kuMzf KolHF ? jy qUM kihMdF qF KolH dy kuMzf. ijvyN ilKI BuwgqFgy.jfh Coty lY af Aus ƒ vI aMdr. bfihr KVHy dI qF Aus dI kuwlÌI jMmx vflI hoxI aF.

drvfjy df kuMzf KVikaf. jwgf socF dI nINd coN qwbk ky AuWiTaf.avfË afeI, cl bfeI lMG af aMdr. aMdr lMGidaF hI cuwly AuWqy Dry sfg dI mwihk ny jwgy dI BuwK ƒ hlUxf dy ky jgf idqfÙ

bilaf, kI nfm hY qyrf ? jgIry dy bfpU ny ikhf.

jI bËurgo , jgq isMG.

jfh pihlF nwlky qoN hwQ mUMh Doh lY. Pyr bYT ky gl bfq krdy aF.

pr jwgf jI kih ky iswDf AunHF vwl hI afAuNdf igaf. Aus ƒ afpxy vwl afAuNdf dyK sfry zr ky cukMny ho gey. Aus ny sB ƒ iek nËr dyiKaf.jgIry dIaF do juafn BYxf suMgV ky mF Ehly ho geIaF.do BqIjy, iek Cotf aqy iek vwzf Brf. sfry bfpU dy awgy ipCy KVH gey. jgIry dI bhU aqy BrjfeI zr nfl Aus vwl Jfkx lgIaF. byby dy aÜx pfAuNdI dy hwQ QFhy ruwk gey.jwgf azol AunHF vwl vwDdf dyK bfpU ny ikhf,bwilaf nwlkf EDr hY. pr Auh vwDdf igaf. nËdIk af ky Aus dy dovy hwQ awgy vwDy aqy dUsry hI pwl Auh bfpU horF dy pYrIN hwQ lf irhf sI. sB df sfh ivwc sfh afieaf.Pyr Aus ny byby dy pYrIN hwQ lfieaf aqy bfkI sB ƒ hwQ joV siq sRI akfl ikhf.sfry ijvyN kIly gey hox.sB dy cyhry cmk AuWTy.jwgf iksy Bly Gr df crfg mihsUs hoieaf.ies apxwq BrI imlxI ny sB dIaF awKF syjl kr idqIaF.

swq ku sfl df jgIry df BqIjf cuwp cfp aMdr vwl igaf aqy hwQ ivwc iek qOlIaf aqy sfbx ilaf jwgy kol af ky kihx lgf qfieaf jI clo hwQ mUMh Do lvo. mYN nwlkf gyVdf hF.jwgy ny Aus bwcy dy qfieaf khy lÌj suxy qF Aus dIaF vI awKF Br afeIaF.Jwt bfad Auh nwnf PirÈqf nwlkf gyV irhf sI aqy jwgq isMG mUMh hwQ DoNdf Aus dIaF ipafrIaF ipafrIaF glF sux irhf sI.

dyKdy hI dyKdy sIn bdl igaf. hux jwgf bfkI sB dy nfl cuwly dy nyVy byby dy mohry bYTf srHoN df sfg aqy mwkI dI qfjI qfjI rVHI rotI mjy nfl Kf irhf sI. Auh kOx hY df hux iksy ƒ koeI BulyKf nhIN sI irhf.hwQ mUMh Do ky jdoN Auh bfpU dy mMjy dI pONd AuWqy EpiraF vFg jf bYTf sI qF byby ny ikhf sI, puwq bfihr TMz nfl afkV igaf hovygf af myry kol cuwly mohry hI af jf.srIr QoVf grm ho jfAu.nfly mYN rotI lfhux lgI hF ieQy bYT ky hI Kf lvIN.byby dy bolF ivwc aYnI apxwq sI ik Auh kIilaf jyhf ibnF kuJ khy cuwly mohry jf bYTf sI.Aus dIaF syjl awKF ƒ dyK byby ny hI ikhf sI bytf qUM vI myry puwqF vrgf hI qF hYN.cl Cz hor gl krIey.hux qUM arfm nfl afpxy bfry afpxI ies mF ƒ ds.qyrf mn vI hOlf ho jfAu.Auh dsdf clf igaf aqy sfry mMqr muwgD hoey suxdy cly gey.glF dy ies islisly ivwc kd rotI KfDI geI, kd duwD grm hoieaf aqy kd pIqf igaf, iksy ƒ pqf hI nf cilaf.vkq vl vI iksy df iDafn nf igaf.

Aus ny iek awj vrgI hor khfxI vI sB ƒ suxfeI.jwgf kihx lgf, mF jI iek vfr myry Gr Èfm ƒ iqMn kÈmIrI muwslmfn ÈOlF vycdy af gey.mYN bfhroN afieaf qF dyiKaf myrI bIvI AunHF ƒ cfh dy iglfs PVf rhI hY aqy Auh rfq ktx leI jgHf leI qrly kr rhy hn.kihx lgy asIN pÈUaF vfly aMdr jF qUVI vfly aMdr hI rfq kwt lvFgy.AudoN mYN bfihr hvylI rihMdf sI.myry Coty Coty bwcy sn.mYNƒ ieh vI aihsfs sI ik ieh muslmfn iksy dy imq nhIN huMdy.jgHf vI myry pfs hY nhI sI.mYN ikhf BfeI qusI glq QFh af gey.quhfƒ iksy msIqy jF gurdvfry jfxf cfhIdf sI.qUVI vflf aMdr hY koeI nhIN.pÈU rfq ƒ iek dUjy nfl smJOqf krky rfq kwtdy af.QFh Gt qy pÈU ijafdf.iek bYT jFdf hY qF ijs vyly dUjf Qwk jFdf hY qF pihly ƒ KVHxf pY jFdf hY.so BfeI qusI koeI hor QFh Bflo.

mF jI Auh qur pey.Aus zMzI dy AuWqoN dI jo rsqy qoN nfl dy plft cIN myry Gr dy ipCvfVy afAuNdI sI. jd Auh pMj swq kdm cly gey qF myry aMdrly ny ikhf jwigaf bVf JUTf hYN.myry kMn KVHy ho gey.Auh ikvyN ? Auey Bilaf lokF qyry isr qy qF Cwq vI hY QFh vI hY.qUM JUT nhIN ikhf ik ieQy QFh nhIN?iksy ny jy qyry kol svfl pf hI idqf sI,qy qUM kI kIqf ? sB kuJ huMdy hoey mdd krn dI vjfey muwkr igaF.ieh qUM cMgf kIqf hY ? bs Pyr kI sI mYN AunHF ƒ Jwt avfË mfrI jo hfly dUr nhIN sI gey.jy hoDry jgHf nf imlI qF af jfieAu.pr pqf jrUr kirAu.

hoDry AunHf ny Pyr ikQy jfxf sI.Auh Èfm pYNidaf hI af gey.afh jd mYN sfg nfl mwkI dI rotI Kf irhf sI qF mYNƒ Auh khfxI Xfd af geI.Aus idn asIN jd Kf pI ky sOx lgy qF myry pfs jgHf qF swcmuwc nhIN sI.asIN bYTk ivwcly dovyN plMg AunHf ƒ dy idqy.afp asIN nfl dy smfn vfly kmry ivwc ijdF ikdF sON gey.sOx qoN pihlF mYN AunHF ƒ qfkId kIqI ik Auh bIVI isgrt ies kmry ivwc nf pIx.

kuJ icr bfad myry mn ivwc vIcfr afieaf ik dyKF Auh sON vI gey ik nhIN. mYN iKVkI df pVdf htf ky dyiKaf qF Auh afpxIaF gwTVIaF srfxy Qwly rwK rhy sn.mYNƒ bhuq guwsf afieaf ik ieh kI socdy hn ik ienHF ƒ mYN curf lvFgf.Pyr kI sI mYN kuMzf KolH ikhf sfilAu qusI kI smiJaf mYN sjx Twg hF.jo quhfzf smfn corI kr lvFgf.inkl jfAu ieQoN.Auh lgy imMnqF krn.gwTVIaf AunHF prHF rwK idqIaF.mYN vI Èfq ho ky afpxf kmrf bMd kr ilaf. kuJ icr bfad mYNƒ Pyr iKafl afieaf ik ies qrHF qF AunHF ƒ nINd hI nhIN afAuxI.ieh mYN kI kIqf. mYN Pyr AuWiTaf.AunHF ƒ jf ky ikhf afpxIaF gwTVIaF cuwk ky isrfxy hI rKo.quhfƒ qF nINd hI nhIN afAuxI.

rfq bIqI svyry AuhI cfr cfr mwkI dy rot aqy srHoN dy sfg nfl AunHF df nfÈqf krf ky mYN AunHF ƒ ikhf ik Auh iPr kdy ieDr nf afAux.qurn ligaF AunHF ny mYNƒ iek Èfl ByNt krnI cfhI.mYNƒ qF loV nhIN sI.lYx dI myrI ihMmq nhIN sI.muwPq mYN lY nhIN sI skdf.AunHF ijwd kIqI qF mYN AunHF ƒ ikhf TIk hY ies dI lfgq mYN jrUr dyvFgf.Pyr pqf bfpU jI kI hoieaf ? jwgy ny ikhf.

kI hoieaf iPr ?

AunHF ny pqf nhIN ikMnI vfr dIn eImfn dI sONh KfDI.aKIr jd AunHF ny kImq dsI qF myrf mUMh awzy df awizaF rih igaf.ÈfmI mYN jd Gr ƒ af irhf sI qF mYN dyiKaF GrF coN lgdy myry bfby AuWqy iek nvIN Èfl sI jo Aus ny ienHF pfsoN hI KrIdI sI.ieh vI Èfl Aus dy nfl dI sI.Auh Èfl ieh sOdf krky vyc ky afey hoxgy aqy mYNƒ Auh dIn-eImfn cuwk ky shI kImq dsky dy rhy sn.pr kImq ds rupey vwD ds rhy sn.gusf qF bhuq afieaf pr mYN pI igaf.

eyho jyhIaF ijMdgI dIaF ikwsy khfxIaF suxidaF suxfAuNidaF kfPI rfq bIq geI.iksy dIaF awKF ivwc nINd ny afAux dI ihMmq nf kIqI.jwgy df mMjf bfpU horF kol hI zfh idqf igaf.bfkI rfq kuJ Gr dy iKaflF aqy kuJ nINd dy inwG ivwc bIq geI.qVksfr bfpU horI nym nfl AuWTy aqy bfihr ƒ inkl gey.phu Putflf dyK jwgf vI AuWiTaf aqy cuwp cfp juwqI pf bfihr inkl igaf.bfhroN afAuNdy ƒ sfhmxy qoN bws afAuNdI dyK ibnF socy smJy Aus ny hwQ KVf kr idqf. bws ruwk geI aqy Auh afpxy prvfr dy iKaflF ivwc zuwbf bws ivwc jf bYTf.bws qur peI. hux Auh soc irhf sI ik ikvyN Aus dy prvfr ny iPkrF ivwc rfq lMGfeI hovygI.

ipCy bfpU horI sYr qoN bfips afey qF jwgy df mMjf KflI dyK socx lgy ik jrUr bfihr aMdr igaf hoxf.hux qF cfh vI af geI pr jwgf nf afieaf.kuJ icr hor AwzIkx qoN bfad sfiraF dy idl DwVky.hYN kI Auh clf igaf ? pr Auh ibnf imly ibnf dsy ikvyN jF skdf sI ? ikDry Auh momoTgxf koeI cor AuWckf qF nhIN sI ? ieh iKafl afAuNidaF hI sB dy hwQ afpxIaF jybF vwl gey. aOrqF ny jf afpxy sMdUkF aqy pytIaF dy ijMdry tohy.iPr vI qswlI nf hoeI qF AunHF ijMdry KolH afpxy gihixaF aqy nkdI ƒ igixaF.sB ijvyN df iqvyN sI.iek dUjy ƒ puwC qswlI krky vI AunHF ƒ qswlI nhIN sI ho rhI.sfry iek dUjy vwl ieMj dyK rhy sn ijvyN kih rhy hox ik kuJ nf kuJ qF jrUr corI hoieaf hY.

swc qF sI.sB dy cyhiraF qy AudfsI ies gl dI gvfh sI. iksy dy hwlk QwilAuN cfh df Guwt nhIN sI AuWqr irhf.kuJ kuJ AunHF ƒ aihsfs hox lg ipaf ik corI qF ho hI geI. kfhdI ?

Au corI ho geI BfeI corI ” idlF dI corI. kuJ plF ivwc hI Auh sfzy idlF ivwc Gr kr igaf. jFdf jFdf AuhI Auh curf ky lY igaf.ipCy Auh ieh aihsfs jrUr Cwz igaf ik Auh iek idn bfips jrUr afvygf.Aus aihsfs dI afs dI ikrn nfl AunHf dy idl Pyr DwVky. Aus pl dI AuzIk ivwc jd Auh iPr afvygf.rwb kry ajyhy aihsfs sB dy aMdr jfg AuWTx aqy hr qrP ipafr hI ipafr dy PuwlF dI mihwk PYl jfvy.rwb rfKf. 

pfgl dIvfnf

khfxI iewk by-vPf dI

by-vPf qF nhIN sI Auh. iPr ikAuN Auh qur geI. afpxy hwQIN afpxy ipafr df Ënfjf qor. Ënfjf nhIN, kIqy vfidaF df KUn kr.afpxy pRIqm ƒ pihcfnx qoN nFh kr. Aus dy idl ƒ ËKmI kr hI qF Auh qur geI sI. Aus dy vwgdy KUn qy pYr Dr afKF jF KUn dI pYrF ƒ mihMdI lf ky, qur geI sI. Aus dy ËKmI srIr dy AuWproN dI lMG,jf bYTI sI Auh, iksy hor nfl ivafh dIaF lfvF lYx. Aus vl dyKy ibnf .aqy Aus ƒ suwt afey sI mrn leI cuwk ky Ausdy afpxy, ipMzoN bfihr isivaF ivwc.iek hnHyrf krI KVHI sMGxI ikwkr dy QwlyN.nf iksy df idl kMibaf, nf iksy hfa df nfhrf mfiraf.kOx sI Auh ? imrËf sI Auh ? jF Pyr rFJf sI Auh ? ikDry mjƒ qF nhIN sI Auh ? nhIN! dIvfnf sI Auh. pfgl dIvfnf. 

sohxI mUrq sI Aus dI. drimafny kwd df sohxf sohxIaF icwq-kbrIaF awKF vflf. ijnHF ivwc mohxI vwsdI sI Èfied. qF hI qF jo Aus dIaF awKF ivwc iek vfr dyK lYNdf Aus df hI bx jFdf.pr Auh ienHF gwlF qoN by-Kbr jIa irhf sI.afpxI msq ijMdgI.dVMgy lfAuNdf lMG jFdf glIaF bËfrF coN.afly duafly qoN by-Ébr Gr dI Cwq qy bYTf pVHdf rihMdf sI Auh . ÈfmF ƒ dUr drKqF dy Ehly jFdy sUrj ƒ nIJ lf dyKdf. geI rfq qk qfiraF nfl glF krdf. cMn dI cfnxI ƒ inhfrdf . itwm tmFAuNdy jugƒaF nfl dosqI krdf aqy JINgrF dI avfË jd Aus ƒ msq kr idMdI qF Aus dy aMdroN kivqf df JrnF Puwt Puwt pYNdf. kuJ bol brsfq bx kfgj dy tuwkVy df sInf Tfr jFdy.

jd Aus dy hwQ pYNnsl af jFdI qF pYNnsl nfl ivMgIaF tyzIaF lkIrF aFZ guaFZ dIaF muitafrF dI kZfeI df ÈMgfr bx jFdIaF.jd iksy kuVI dy rumfl dy kony qy Auh koeI Puwl bUtf bxfAuNdf qF Aus dy AuWkry PulF`c iksy df nfm Cuwipaf huMdf.

pVHn ivwc huiÈafr , kflj dy PMkÈnF df krqf Drqf , pMjfbI sfihq sBf df sYktrI aqy kflj dy mYgjIn dy pMjfbI sYkÈn df aYzItr sI Auh.sB dy idlF df rfjf sI Auh.kflj qoN bfips af ky Gr dy Coty moty kMm nbyV Auh Gr dy koTy AuWqy jf bYTdf. GMitaF vwDI pVHfeI ivwc mgn rihMdf. mF rotI pfxI ƒ avfËF mfr mfr Qwk jFdI . kuJ idnf qoN QoVI dUroN koeI cfr ku GrF dI ivwQ qoN hr Èfm do awKF Aus ƒ pVHdy ƒ inhfr rhIaF sn. qrs rhIaF sn ik kfÈ Auh iek nËr Aus vwl dyKy. pr Auh msq mOlf, jF afpxI pVHfeI ivwc msq rihMdf jF kudrq dI KUbsUrqI ƒ inhfrn ivwc.

Auh do awKF iks dIaF sn ? Auh nUrF dIaF sn. jo afpxI BUaf kol pVHx leI afeI sI.hOlI hOlI Aus ny aFZ guaFZ dI sfrI jfxkfrI lY leI.bs Pyr kI sI hwQ ivwc do ikqfbF cuwk af geI pRIqm dy Gr.pihlF Aus ny pRIqm dI mF qfeI jgIro nUNM siq sRI akfl ikhf.

siq sRI akfl DIey. aj qUM ikDroN Buwlky af geI.nfly afh kI hwQ ivwc cuwkI iPrdI eyN.

dwsdI aF. pihlF dso myrI isPfrÈ krogy ? nUrF ny ikhf.

bytI kfhdI isPfrÈ aqy kyhdy kol ? mYN kuJ smJI nhIN.

qfeI afh mYNƒ ihsfb jyhf nhIN afAuNdf. jd mYN skUl svfl kwZ ky nhIN iljFdI qF tIcrF  mYNƒ roj zFtdIaF hn. jy qusI pRIqm kol isPfrÈ kr idEN.Auh kuJ smF mYNƒ ihsfb pVHf idaf kry.

aCf qF afh gl af.mYN nf khF kuVI ƒ sfzy Gr df rfh ikvyN ids ipaf.

kih idAu nf qfeI jI Pyr. nUrF ny qrlf jyhf kIqf.

aCf qyry sfhmxy hI kih ky dyK lYNdI hF.Pyr khyNgI qfeI ny ikhf nhIN.pr Aus dy iemiqhfn hux isr qy hn.avfË mfr ky dyKdI aF, jy sux lvy. nhIN qF afh pOVIaF cVHxIaF qF bhuq aOKIaF. dfdy mgfxy gozy hI nhIN muVdy. aONqrI drd hI huMdI rihMdI hY.

vy puwq pRIqm; Qwly qF af. afh dyK qYƒ imlx kox afieaf. nfly af ky cfh pI jfh.

kOx hoAu ? soc pRIqm ny AuWT ky bnHyry qoN Qwly vl Jfikaf.iek anjfx kuVI nfl awKF cfr hoeIaF. hYrfn ho ky, kOx hY byby ? ies ƒ myry nfl kI kMm hY ?

qUM Qwly qF af ik AuWproN hI sfrf kuJ puwC CzyNgf.

pRIqm Qwly afieaf.af bYT. pihlF dovyN bYT cfh pIvo Pyr dsdI aF sfrI gl.

nhIN byby qUM pihlF gl ds. cfh Pyr qusI pI lYxI. myrf pVHn ƒ bhuq ipaf.

puwq gl gul qF koeI Kfs nhIN.afh kuVI af qyrI qfeI qyjo dI BqIjI aqy ieh aYQy afpxI BUaf kol afeI af pVHn.ieh kihMdI af ik ieh ihsfb dI pVHfeI ivwc hY nlYk.skUloN pYNdI hY ies ƒ roj zFt.ies df kihxf hY ik qUM ies ƒ kuJ icr pVHf idaf kr.

byby myry pfs vkq ikQoN. qYNƒ pqf iemiqhfn isr qy hn.

qfeI mYN vI qF iemiqhfn dyxf. jy mYN Pyhl ho geI. nUrF ny roxI sUrq bxf ky ikhf.

TIk hY, TIk hY. byby ieh ƒ kih rovy nF. jo ies ƒ nhIN afAuNdf pVH jfieaf kry.

bs Pyr kI sI. hux nUrF roj awDf pOxf GMtf pRIqm kol pVHn afx lg peI. ieh CotIaF CotIaF mulfkfqF df islislf cldf hI irhf. hux BfvyN nUrF kflj pVHn jfx lg peI sI. pr Auh pRIqm

ƒ imln df koeI nf koeI bhfnf lwB hI lYNdI sI. kdI iksy ikqfb dy bhfny jF Pyr iksy cYptr ƒ smJx leI. Auh Aus ƒ ipafr krn lgI. Aus ny keI vfr ies df ieËhfr vI krnf cfihaf pr pRIqm dy cyhry qy iksy vI iksm df hfv Bfv nf dyK Auh ihMmq nf jutf pfAuNdI. pRIqm ies ipafr ivafr ƒ iek vkqI Aubfl smJdf sI. Aus ny ajyhI njr nfl iksy ƒ dyiKaf hI nhIN sI.hF Auh nUrF ƒ iek cMgI kuVI jrUr smJdf sI.

Aus dy ajyhy vIcfrF dI kfiel nUrF Aus vl iKwcdI clI geI.do ku sfl ikvyyN bIq gey, pqf vI nf cilaf.hF nUrF Aus ƒ idn ivwc iek vfr iml nf lvy qF Aus dI rfqF dI nINd jrUr AuWzx lg peI.iek idn Auh nwTI nwTI pRIqm dy Gr afeI. qfeI jI pRIqm ikQy af.

afpxy kmry ivwc hI hoxf. pRIqm dI mF ny ikhf. kI hoieaf, bVI kfhlI ivwc hYN.

ibnf jbfb idqy Auh awgy lMG geI.iek KuÜHf lPfPf myË AuWqy rK Aus ny ikhf. afh myrI iek icwTI zfkKfny pf dyxI.afK Auh kfhlI nfl ipCy muVI.

pRIqm ny ipCy muV dyiKaf. lPfPf KulHf sI. sux afh lPfPf qF KulHf hY. ies ƒ bMd qF kr idMdI.

afpy kr lYxf.

jy mYN pVH ilaf Pyr.

Pyr kI af. pVH lYxf. afK Auh aOh geI, aOh geI.

pRIqm ny lPfPf cuwk ijAuN hI bMd krnf cfihaf. Aus dy idl ny ikhf ik Blf nUrF ny ieh bMd ikAuN nhIN kIqf. avfË afeI dyK ikAuN nhIN lYNdf. nhIN nhI!iksy dI icwTI dyKxf qF pfp hY. Aus ny Pyr lPfPf bMd krnf cfihaf qF Aus df idl jor dI DwVikaf. kfPI smyN qoN nUrF dy vrqfE ny ÈMkf pYdf kr idqI. Aus ny nf cfhuMdy ny vI lPfPy`coN icwTI ƒ kZ ilaf. afh kI Aus ivwc iek nhIN do prcy sn. iek Aus dy pYrF ivwc izwg ipaf. Aus ny Juk ky Auos ƒ cuwikaf aqy pihlF Ausy dI qih KolHI. Auh kMb igaf.Aus dIaF awKF awzIaF hI rih geIaF.

pRIqm jI, bhuq icr qoN mYN afp ƒ kuJ kihxf cfhuMdI sF pr ihMmq nhIN sI jutf pf rhI. aj jy mYN afp ƒ ieh Kq nf ilKdI qF Èfied bhuq dyr ho jFdI. ijafdf nhIN ilKFgI.bs hF jF nFh.PYslf qusI krnf hY. jy quhfzy idl aMdr myry leI QohVf vI ipafr hY aqy mYN quhfzy psMd hovF qF nfl vflf Kq myry pfpf ƒ post kr dyxf. nhIN qF dovy pfV ky awg ivwc ist dyxy. afp ƒ qih idl qoN cfhux vflI isrP qy isrP quhfzI, nUrF.

hux pRIqm ny Jt pt dUjy pypr dI qih KolHI.

ipafry pfpf jI, qusI myry ivafh dI gl clfeI aqy myrI slfh puwCI. DMnvfd. myry bfry socxf Cz idAu .mYN afpxy leI vr lwB ilaf hY.mYN ivafh krfvFgI qF isrP pfpf jI, pRIqm nfl. ijs ƒ mYN ipCly iqMn sfl qoN dyiKaf aqy cfihaf hY. qusI afE aqy myrf irÈqf ieQy pwkf kr jfE.nhIN qF mYN jihr Kf lvFgI pr hoDry ivafh nhIN krfvFgI.quhfzI bytI, nUrF.

do idn lgy pRIqm ƒ ieh PYslf krn ivwc ik Auh Kq pf dyvy ik nF. idl ny PYslf hF ivwc kIqf. Aus ny icwTI post kr hI idqI. Aus idn Auh keI idn bfad Gr dI Cwq qy igaf. Aus ny dyiKaf, ik nUrF bhuq hI Audfs afpxy Gr dy cuwbfry dy drvfjy ivwc KVHI hY.Aus ny aYDr EDr dyK ky ijMdgI ivwc pihlI vfr iksy ƒ hwQ ihlf ky hfey ikhf. nUrF df cyhrf iKwl AuWiTaf. Aus ny Aupr vl dyK hwQ joV isr invfieaf.ijvyN rwb df Èukr kr rhI hovy.

hux roj do idl afpxy GrF dIaF CwqF AuWqoN iek dUjy ƒ dyK jor jor dI DwVkdy.awKF AunHF dy idl dI avfË bx iek dUjy dy idl df sunyhf mon BfÈf ivwc phuMcfAuNdIaF . nUrF afpxy Gr ivwc KuÈI ivwc pfgl jyhI hoeI iqwqlI vFg AuWzdI iPrdI idKfeI idMdI.

koTy AuWqy kF boilaf. nUrF dI BUaf ny jfh AuWz prHy vy kfvF.hYaq kIqf.

nf AuWzf kF ƒ nI BUaf myrIey , kF kihMdf aj qyry vIr ny afAuxf.

aCf ! qYƒ Blf icwTI afeI af.aj kl bVf ihrnI vFgUM twpdI rihMdI hYN.KYr qF hY.

swcmuwc Aus idn Aus dy pfpf af gey.AunHF ny sfrI gl suxI aqy nUrF ƒ qswlI idqI ik jo vI hovygf Aus dI mrËI nfl hI hovygf.bytI ƒ qswlI dy ky ijAuN hI nUrF dy pfpf ny afpxI BYx nfl gl qorI qf Auh klyÈ pf ky bYT geI. qobf qobf vIrf ieh kuVI qF sfzf nwk vwZ ky rhU. mYN socdI sI ieh pVHn jFdI hY. ieh afh cMd cfVU mYN kdI soc vI nhIN sI skdI. mMn BfvyN nF mMn mYN nhIN jy hox dyxf ies df ivafh aYQy. kuldIp isMG vIcfrf kI kry qy kI nf. jy BYx df kihxf nhIN mMndf qF Auh nrfj jy DI dI gl nhIN mMndf qF Aus nfl by-iensfPI huMdI sI . nUrF ny bVy qrly kIqy ik pfpf ieh isrP myrf PYslf hY. pRIqm ƒ qF pqf vI nhIN.mYN hI Aus ƒ ikhf. pfpf mYN Aus ƒ bhuq ipafr krdI hF. asIN koeI glqI nhIN kIqI.Auh bhuq smJdfr hY pfpf.Auh mYNƒ bhuq KuÈ rKygf. DI ƒ JUTf dlfsf dy kuldIp isMG bfips muV igaf.

BUaf ny nUrF AuWqy bhuq sfrIaF bMdÈF lf idqIaF.pr nUrF ny iksy gl dI prvfh kIqy ibnf pRIqm ƒ imlnf nf Cizaf.mhIny ku bfad nUrF ƒ ipMz bfips bulf ilaf igaf.pRIqm ƒ ieh kihky ik Auh do ku idn leI ipMz jf rhI hY, jldI bfips af jfvygI.nUrF clI geI.nsIhqF dI hnHyrI vwgI. iewjqF dy vfsqy pfey gey.Kfndfnf dI brbfdI dy iptxy ipwty gey.jd Pyr vI koeI gl nf bxI qF sfry zrf-ivaF qy AuWqr afey.pr nUrF ny hfr nf mMnI. Auh iek hI ijwd qy aVI rhI ik Aus qF ivafh pRIqm nfl hI krfeygI.aMdroN aMdr Gr vfilaF iek ieMglYNz qoN afieaf muMzf rok vI ilaf.ijs dI iksy ƒ vI Ébr nf hox idqI.nUrF pVHfeI dy hrË df bhfnf bxf bfips af geI. Aus ƒ aihsfs ho cuwkf sI ik Aus dI clx vflI nhIN.

iek idn Auh brsfq nfl ndI nfilaF`c afey hVH vFg pRIqm dy Gr afeI aqy hnHyrI vFg Aus ƒ nfl lY AuWz hI qF geI sI.AunHF dI motr-sfeIkl ipMz dIaF glIaF ƒ ipCy Cwz vyilaF dIaF pg-zMzIaF qy dOVdI clI geI. rukI sI smfj dIaF njrF qoN dUr srkMizaF dy Ehly drKqf dI sMGxI aqy TMzI CF dy Qwly.

do ivwCVIaF qrsdIaF rUhF Guwt Guwt imlIaF. bIqy dI dfsqF dy duwKVy ro ro ibafny nUrF ny. sfry Psfd dI jVH BUaf ƒ koisaf nUrF ny vfr vfr.afpxy ipAu dI pwg aqy Kfndfnf dI iewjq dI gl

qoN nUrF dy PYsly df aihsfs ho igaf pRIqm ƒ. jdoN Aus dy aYzI dUr ies iekFq QFh qy lY ky afx

dy kfrn df pqf lgf pRIqm ƒ , qF Auh kMb AuWiTaf.

nUrF qUM ieh kI kih rhI hYN.myrf ipafr aYnf GtIaF qUM ikvyN smJ ilaf. mYN qYNƒ swcf ipafr kIqf hY. kI qUM cfhuMdI hYN mYN ies ƒ vFÈnf dI awg ivwc Juwls dyvF ? afpxy afp ƒ afpxIaF hI njrF ivwc igrf lvF ? jy eyhI gl hY qF cl afpF kort mYirË krvf lYNdy hF.

nhIN!mYN ieh ihMmq nhIN juTf skdI.afpxy dovy prvfrF dI iewjq imwtI ivwc iml jfvygI.AunHF dIaF pwgF Èryafm ruwldIaF idKfeI idMdIaF hn.pr ieh vI swc hY ik mYN qYNƒ swcy idloN ipafr kIqf hY. idloN cfihaf hY. ieh srIr qyrf hY isrP qyrf. mYN ieh suwcf iksy dy hvfly nhIN kr skdI. af myry ipafry mYNƒ afpxIaF bfhF ivwc Guwt lY.myry jnmF jnmFqrF dI ipafs buwJf dy. dohF ny iek dUjy ƒ Guwt ky sIny nfl lf ilaf. pr pRIqm ny afpxy ipafr ƒ klMkq nhIN hox idqf. vfÈnf dI awg ƒ nyVy nf Pwtkx idqf.ies mdhoÈI dI hflq ivwc hoÈ qF kfiem rhy, pr smyN dI hoÈ iksy ƒ nf rhI.

dupYhrF moZf invfieaf.pMCIaF bfips afpxy aflHixaF ƒ AuWzfrI mfrI.afjVIaF mfl zMgr lY GrF ƒ moVf pfieaf .ÈfmF ny rfq dy hnHyry leI bUhf KoilHaF. do mdhoÈ pey pRymIaF dy isrf AuWpr dI jd kUMjF dI zfr gIq gfAuNdI lMGI qF Auh supinaF dy smuMdr coN zuwby bfihr inkly.Auh AuWTy aqy hfry hoey juafrIaF vFg afAux vfly BivK dI JolI hor vfidaF ƒ dfa qy lf ky bfips Gr ƒ muV pey.

vkq dI sUeI ƒ dyK dyK iPkrF`c zuwbI BUaf ny ijAuN hI nUrF ƒ aMdr afAuNdy dyiKaf cIk ky puiCaf .kmjfqy kyhVf vylf ho igaf ikQoN afeI hYN.

ikQoN afAuxf sI BUaf. afpxy pRIqm dy nfl hI qF sI.

byÈrmy sfƒ iksy ƒ mUMh idKfx jogy CwzygI vI jF nhIN.

mYN kI kr idqf ?myrf pRIqm aYnf kmInf nhIN.mYN hfly vI kihMdI hF BUaf,sfzy rfh df roVf nf bx. myrf ivafh myry pRIqm nfl hox lYx dy.

qfV krdf QwpV nUrF dy mUMh qy ipaf. Tihr mYN krfAunI aF qyrf ivafh Aus nfl.aj hI sunyhF Byj-dI hF qyry ipAu ƒ,qYƒ af ky lY jfvy.ies qoN pihloN ik qUM mUMh kflf kryN, qYƒ qor dyvy iksy dy lV ky.  nUrF ƒ Aus df ipAu af ky lY igaf.do pRymIN ivwCV gey.

iek idn Bfrf jyhf lPfPf zfkIaf pRIqm dy hwQ PVf igaf.Auh nUrF df hI sI. Aus ivwc iek iek pwl df ihsfb iliKaf sI. bVy ibRhf dy gIq gfey sn. iliKaf sI, nhIN Jilaf jFdf ivCoVf qyrf. ikvy ktFgI sfrI ijMdgI. sfrI Aumr mYN iksy hor dIaF bfhF ivwc iqÜ iql nhIN mrnf cfhuMdI.iek vfr rOlf pY ky afpy sfry cuwp kr jfxgy.mYN PYslf kr ilaf hY. jy sfzy mfipaF ƒ sfzI prvfh nhIN qF asIN vI ikAuN afpxf jIvn dfa qy lfeIey.qusI ivafh qoN iek idn pihloN Èukrvfr ƒ ieQy ipMz af jfxf.afpF kort mYirj krvf lvFgy. sfzy Gr dy lfgy qUqF vflf KUh hY . AuQy mYN ds vwjy sB dy suwiqaF phuMc jfvFgI.

qfiraf dI CF hyT sfrI rfq lMG geI. pr nUrF nf afeI. kuwkV dI vFg ny sfry ipMz ƒ jgf idqf. ghfeI df smF sI.jwt hrnflIaF kr KyqF ƒ jfx lgy.iksy iksy ny PlHy joV bldF ƒ icwtkfrI mfr kxk dI ghfeI ÈurU kr idqI. nUrF dy afAux dI afs dI ikrn svyr dy phu-Putfly nfl muwk geI.

Au bVy by-afbrU ho kr inkly qyry kUcy sy hm ”

pRIqm buV-bVfieaf aqy lqF GVIsdf bfips muV ipaf.

Aus ƒ XkIn nhIN sI af irhf.nUrF ijs ny Aus ƒ sidaf Auh afp ikAuN nhI afeIN. Auh iek vfr Pyr jfeygf. Aus idn hI qF nUrF dI brfq afAuxI sI. pRIqm nUrF dy ipMz dI XUh ivwc phuMc igaf. Aus ny Bys bdilaf.rsqy ivwc pYNdy iek kxk dy Kilafx ivwc afpxy pfey kpVy lukf idqy.Auh qyV cfdrf, gl lMmf jyhf kuVqf, isr Prly vflI pwg aqy hwQ ivwc KUMzf PV ipMz ivwc jf viVaf. Aus ny bhuq Kqrnfk PYslf kr riKaf sI.

glI dy moV AuWqy brfq lMG rhI sI.Aus ny mUMh GuMmf ky brfq lMG jfx idqI. ijAuN hI brfq Èimafny  aMdr lMG geI.Auh nUrF dy Gr dy drvfjy awgy phuMc igaf.Aus ny drvfjy ƒ aMdr vl Dwikaf.pwt

KuwlHdy cly gey.Aus ny afpxf kdm aMdr vwl vDfieaf.sfhmxy nUrF afpxIaF shylIaF nfl pOVIaF AuWqr rhI sI.pRIqm kfhlI nfl Aus dy sfhmxy jf KVf hoieaf.dohF dIaF nËrF imlIaF. dyKdy hI nUrF dI cIk inkl geI. AuWcI dyxI nhIN kih ky Auh iclfeI .

pRIqm bfips priqaf.Auh drvfjy dy awD ivwc hI sI.cIK sux ky do cfr bMdy AuWDr Bwjy afey. nUrF qF zOr BOrI pRIqm vwl dyK rhI sI.Auh qF kuJ nf bol skI pr Aus dIaF shylIaF ny hwQ df ieÈfrf muV rhy pRIqm vl kr idqf.ies qoN pihlF ik Auh bfihr inkldf, AunHF ny Aus ƒ af dboicaf. Auh cfhuMdf qF zFg nfl sB ƒ icwq kr skdf sI. pr Auh qF nUrF ƒ ieh dsx afieaf sI, ik Aus ny vfiedf iKlfPI nhIN kIqI.isrP Ausy ny by-vPfeI kIqI hY.Aus ny iek nËr nUrF vwl dyiKaF. ijvyN kih irhf hovy dyK nUrF dYK qyrf pRIqm ikMnf bybs qy mËbUr hY. ds skdI hYN qF ds, ik mYN kOx hF. ieh qyrf dIvfnf ikAuN afieaf hY.ies dIvfny ƒ iks sidaf hY.

dyKdy hI dyKdy pqf nhIN Aus ƒ kI smJ ky kpfh vFg JMm ky sut idqf. iksy ny Aus df isr zFg dy vfr nfl pfV suitaf. Auh Gumyr Kf ky izwg ipaf.Aus dy isr coN vgdy KUn dI iek CwpVI jyhI lg geI. iksy ny ikhf clo kuVIE qusI nUrF ƒ lY ky lMG jfAu.

kuVIaF nUrF ƒ shfrf dyeI izwgy pey pRIqm dy AuWpr dI lMGIaF qF nUrF dy pYrF ƒ pRIqm dy vwgy KUn dI mihMdI lg geI.pYrF ƒ KUn lgidaF hI nUrF df srIr kMibaf.pr Auh lMG geI,afpxy pRIqm dy tuwtdy sfhF qoN byÉbr cuwp krky. pRIqm ƒ cuwk rfq dy Guwsmuwsy ivwc ipMzoN bfihr isivaF ivwc AuWgI sMGxI ikwkr dy Qwly suwt afey Auh. ijs dy kol hI rfh sI jo ipMz ƒ jFdf sI.

Aus dy sfh tuwt tuwt juV rhy sn.Aus df idl kdI kdI jor jor nfl DwVkdf, kdI iek dMm bMd jyhf ho jFdf.bhuq icr bfad idl dI DwVkx aqy sfh iekwTy clx lgy.Aus dy srIr ivwc hrkq hoeI. Auh krfihaf.hfey ! nUrF. qUM qF byvPf nhIN sI.Aus ny suwky buwlF qy jIB PyrI.awKF msF hI KuwlIaF. awKF dy koey ËKmF coN vgy suwk cuwky KUn nfl Bry pey sn.aYDr EDr dyiKaf Aus ny.kol hI isivaF df nlkf idisaf. Auh jor lf ky AuWiTaf. nlky qoN do Guwt pfxI pIqf. mUMh qy iCwty mfr awKF sfP kIqIaF. isr df vwgdf KUn vflF ivwc jMm cuwkf sI. hwlkI hwlkI drd dI tIs AuWTdI sI.nUrF dI inÈfnI,iek sUhI cuMnI jo Aus dy lwk nfl bMnI hoeI sI.Aus ny awDI cuuMnI pfV ky isr dy ËKm qy Guwt ky bMnH vflF df jUVf kIqf. AuWpr dI Guwt ky pwg ƒ bMnH ilaf. awDI cuMnI Aus ny ikwkr dy muwZ nfl bMnH idqI. afp ikwkr dy muwZ nfl Zo lfky awD KuwlIaF awD mItIaF awKF nfl srIr dIaF swtF ƒ shfrdf kuJ icr leI hor byjfn jyhf bYT igaf.dUr ipMz vloN DUV AuWzdI afAuNdI idKfeI idqI. awK dy Por ivwc iek PuwlF nfl ÈMgfrI kfr nUrF dI zolI lY kwcy rfh dI DUV AuWzFdI, nUrF dy pfgl dIvfny ƒ  Aus DUV dy AuWTy gubfr Qwly dwb lMG geI.

pRIqm krfihaf.AuWTI DUV nfl sfh lYxf aOKf ho igaf. Auh jor lf lfTI dy shfry AuWiTaf aqy BwjI jFdI nUrF dI kfr vwl dyK hOkf jyhf lY gux-gxfieaf.

mYNny smJf quwJko bf-vPf,Xy Éll Qf myry dImfg kf.

Xy myry idl kI BUl QI, Xy myrI nËr kf ksUr Qf«

jfh by-vPf jfh.asIN qYNƒ swcf ipafr kIqf sI.sfzI duaf vI lYNdI jfh.ijQy vI jfvyN KuÈ rhyN.

mYN jIAuNgf qyry vgYr vI, muJy ijMdgI kf ÈrUr hY« alivdf. rwb rfKf.

zfierI dy pMinaF coN:

irÈIaF muwnIaF dI DrqI pMjfb dy ipMz mfihlpur ivwcoN lMGdI sVk dy cVHdy pfsy dI kuJ ku jmIn ƒ lok mugovfl dI iJVI kihMdy sn. ijQy iqMn cfr ipMzF dy zMgrF dI crFd dy kMm afAuNdI sI. ijs dy nfl nfl tUto mËfry df iewk co lMGdf hY. iJVI dy Coty vwzy tfhlIaF ikkrF dy Qwly df hrf kcUr Gfh zMgr KuÈ ho cuwgdy.awDI sdI pihlF kwcI sVk koloN dI lMGdI sI. sVk dy nfl hI cVHdy pfsy iek KuhI sI ijs ƒ lok irÈI dI KuhI kihMdy sn.ijQoN crvfhy af ky afpxI aqy afpxy pÈUaF dI ipafs buJfAuNdy aqy dupYhrF nyVy dy aMbF dy sMGxy drKqF dI CfvyN bYT gujfrdy.zFgrI ZfhxIaF bxf bfrF- tfhxI , tokrf jyhIaF sOKIaF ÈqrMj jyhIaF KyzF bËrI dy roVF aqy kfnIaF dy toitaF ƒ mohry bxf vkq ƒ Dwkf dy Czdy.

iek idn mugovfl df iek afjVI QohVf vyly isr pÈU crFx iJVI ivwc af viVaF. grmIaF dy idn sn.TMzy TMzy Aus dy pÈUaF ny Ptf Pwt cuwg ky iZwz Br ilaf.Pyr koeI iksy pfsy qur jfvy koeI iksy pfsy.Auh moVy krdf Qwk ky iek drKq dI Cfvy jf KVf hoieaf.suixaF Aus sohxy sunwKy bflk ƒ dyK iek pRyqxI Aus bflk ƒ Kfx dy ierfdy nfl Aus vl vwDI. nyVy hI iek PkIr dI pivwqr afqmF ny jd ieh anrQ hox lgf mihsUs kIqf qF Jt Aus bflk dy srIr aMdr pRvyÈ kr gey.afpxf dfa nf lgf dyK pRyqxI dMd kcIcdI rih geI.

Aus PkIr afqmF ny Aus bflk dI rUh ivwc pRvyÈ krky afpxI ÈkqI nfl Aus bflk pfsoN lokF df Blf krfAuNxf ÈurU kr idqf.pihlF pihl qF Aus ƒ ies gl dI smJ nf afeI pr hOlI hOlI Auh ho rhy Aus kOqk dI soJI afAux lg peI.ijvyN ijvyN Aus dI Aumr vwDdI geI sMq afqmF Aus pfsoN iksy nf iksy Èbd df iÈlf krvfAux lg peI.Auh krdf igaf aqy Aus dI ÈkqI ivwc vfDf huMdf igaf. nfl hI nfl Auh Èbd guru gRMQ sfihb df vI afsrf lYNdf sI. kihMdy Aus ƒ pUrn gRMQ jvfnI Xfd ho igaf sI.Auh lokF dy muwPq ielfj krdf igaf.afpxI ÈkqI nfl Auh isrP pfxI mMqr ky aqy CotI ielYcI mMqr ky dy idMdf afAux vfly dI bImfrI pqf nhI ikwDr Bwj jFdI. mYƒ BfvyN aj Aus bËurg df nfm qF nhIN Xfd,nf hI Auh hux ies sMsfr ivwc hY. 1979 ivwc myrI mulfkfq Aus dy poqry XUgyÈ nfl hoeI. Aus ny hI ieh sB mYNƒ disaf.lok Aus ƒ Bgq jI jihMdy sn. Bgq XugyÈ. bhuqf smF AuhI afpxy bfby nfl irhf.Aus ƒ aidwK ÈkqIaF df KjfnF vI bfby vloN vrfsq ivwc imilaf .kuJ Aus ny ÈbdF dy iÈly kmf ky pRfpq kIqf sI.

Bgq XugyÈ qIh ku sfl df Br jvfn , afpxy dsF nONhF dI ikrq kmfeI krky afpxf aqy afpxy prvfr df pyt pfldf sI. iksy pfsoN Auh koeI pYsf nhI sI lYNdf. myrI pihlI mulfkfq vI Aus nfl kuJ ajyhy hI islisly kfrn hoeI sI.mYN vI iksy dI bImfrI Kfqr hI AunHF ƒ imilaf sI.bImfr df hr zfktrI ielfj krky Qwk ky jd Bgq horF ƒ ilaf ky idKfieaf qF AunHf ny sfP kih idqf sI ik ies dy afpxy hI ies dy vYrI hn. bhuq dyr ho cuwkI hY.kuJ ho qF nhI skxf.Pyr vI kuJ kr ky dyK lYNdy hF. mYNƒ nhI XkIn ik ies dy afpxy jo khFgy krngy.jo AunHF ikhf Auh pUrf swc hoieaf. kuJ hI idnF ivwc Auh ÈKÈ rwb ƒ ipafrf ho igaf.

ÈmyN dy nfl nfl sfzI afps ivwc gUVI dosqI ho geI. lMGdy vVdy Auh sfzy afjFdy sn aqy mYN vI AunHF dy Gr jf afAuNdf sI. iek idn Auh sfzy Gr bYTy sn. myrf Bfxjf afieaf aqy kihx lgf, mfmf jI mwmI dI dfV bhuq duwKdI hY. AunHF quhfƒ sidaf. ieh sux Bgq horI kihx lgy kfkf nfl hI lY afAuNdf hux ƒ qF dfV ht vI jfxI sI.qUM cl asIN qyry mgr hI afey. Aus idn mYN Bgq horF df pihlf cmqkfr dyiKaf. Bgq horF ikhf BYx jI ikhVI dfV duwKdI hY.jd BYx jI ny mUMh awz ky idKfieaf qF kihx lgy Blf ikMnI ku duwKdI hY.

kI dsF myrf qF isr vI pft irhf. aYnF ctfkf pYNdf sfh lYxf vI aOKf.

BYx jI pihlF dI Czo hux dso dfV ikNnI ku duwKdI hY. duwKdI vI jF nhI.

dfV qF ht cuwkI sI. vy vIrf hux qF myrI dfV nhI duwKdI.

bs BYxf hux nhI kdI vI duwKxI ieh dfV. Gr jy CotI ielYcI hY qF idAu afpF mMqr dyeIey. nfly QoVf jyhf pfxI idAu. Auh pfxI pI lYxf aqy ielYcIaF iek do vfr Kf lYxIaF.

kuJ smF bIiqaf. mYN afpxf mkfn bxvfAuxf sI.Bgq horI rfj-igrI df hI kMm krdy sn. mYN iek idn ikhf , ik Bgq jI tfeIm kZo afpF mkfn dI Zfh ZuafeI krnI hY . mkfn bxn lgf hux roj iekwTy huMdy.svyr Èfm keI ikwsy khfxIaF suxn ƒ imldIaF.idn ivwc keI keI imlx vfly afAuNdy. cfh df pfxI sfrf idn cuwly AuWqy AuWbldf rihMdf. ek idn svyry hI iqMn jxy imlx af gey.jdoN Auh clu gey qF Bgq horIN iek ikwsf khfxI suxfeI.jo XkIn vflI vI nhI sI pr glq vI nhI sI.kihx lgy jrUr quhfƒ XkIn nhI afieaf hovygf.kl ƒ AunHF Pyr afAuxf AunHF qoN hI puwC ilAu.khfxI ieh sI ik Auh AunHF dy hI dUr dy irÈqydfr sn.Aus bkq AunHF dy bfbf jI jINdy sn.khfxI kho jF krfmfq Auh vI AunHF dI hI sI.jo afey sn AunHF dI mfeI dy pyt ivwc rsOlI sI.grIbI bhuq sI.XugyÈ dy bfbf jI pfsoN hI pfxI aqy ielYcIaF mMqr mrvf ky lY jFdy sn.iek idn Aus dI hflq bhuq ivgV geI. CotI CotI kbIldfrI sI.Aus idn bfbf jI ny afpxI sfrI ÈkqI lf idqI.do idn ibnF KfDy pIqy kmry aMdr vVy pUjf pfT krdy rhy.qIjy idn Auh qVksfr GroN bfihr inkly.ajy svyrf hI sI ik Aus mfeI dy Gr vfly bfbf jI dy af pYrIN pey. Èfq icwq bfbf jI ny ikhf ikAuN BfeI hux bIbI TIk hY?

AunHf dsxf ÈurU kIqf ik rfqIN ds ku vwjy qk bIbI bhuq qwVPI. acfnk Auh Èfq ho geI sfƒ lgf ik sfied drd Gt igaf aqy Aus dI awK lg geI.kuJ icr bfad sfzIaF vI awKF imwc geIaF. Pyr bfbf jI sfzI qF svyr sfr hI awK KuwlI. jd sfzf iDafn myj vwl igaf qF sfhmxy afh lhU nfl ilbiVaf loQVf dyK asI hYrfn ho gey.mfqf vl dyiKaf qF Auh hfly vI Èfq icwq suwqI peI sI. jd Aus ny awK KolHI qF afly duafly dyKx lgI.asIN puwCxf cfihaf qF kihx lgI zfktr aqy nrsF ikQy hn ?hOlI hOlI Aus ƒ suwpny vFg sB Xfd afAux lgf. Aus ny kuJ Xfd krky afpxf iZwz nMgf kIqf.Aus dy pyt dy tFky lgy dyK asIN sfry hYrfn qF jrUr hoey pr Jt smJ vI gey ik ieh afp dI hI ikRpf hoeI hY. Aus ny hI jldI krky quhfzF Èukrfnf krn Byijaf. Bgq XugyÈ ny disaf ik mfeI hfly jINdI hY. kl AunHF Pyr afAuxf byÈk AunHf ƒ ies bfry puwC vI ilAu.

iek idn hor iek muMzf afieaf . Aus ƒ XugyÈ horIN kihx lgy qUM kl ƒ afvIN. jd Auh dUjy idn afieaf qF kihx lgy awDy idn df kMm hY.qyry nfl Èfm ƒ gl krFgy.Aus idn mYN vI mUz jyhf bxf ky ikhf aj ikAuN nf aj Pyr kuJ kr hI leIey.asIN bËfr jf ky bYTx df hI mMn bxf ilaf.iqMn jxy asIN sI aqy cOQf Auh muMzf rl igaf.mYN iek boql leI aqy iek pkOiVaF vfly dI dukfn ivwc jf bYTy.iek iek pYg lfieaf qF Bgq horI ikhf ikAuN BfeI Pyr jrUr hI puwCxf.sfzf qF iKafl sI qUM rihx hI idMdf.ikAuNik Aus ny qyry Gr muV nhI afAuNxf.

nhIN jI , kuJ qF dso.koeI qF Aupf kro.

cMgf Pyr af qYNƒ pihlF Aus dy Gr df nkÈf smJf leIey.nhIN qF khyNgf Bgq JUT boldf hY. blfcOr bs ivwcoN Auqr ky jd qUM afpxy sOhiraf dy Gr ƒ jFdf qF kI iek zMzI ijs dy nfl nVy aqy srkMzf AuWigaf hoieaf hY AuWqoN dI ho ky hI jf hUMdf ik nhI ?Aus Gr df bUhf cVHdy vl Kuwldf. iqMn kmry hn. ivckfrly kmry ivwc iek mMjf ipaf.nfl hI iek pytI ,Aus Auqy do ku trMk aqy kuJ hor inwk suwk ipaf hY. aYs vyly qyrI Gr vflI rsOeI ivwc bYTI kuJ bxf rhI hY. khyN qF Zwkx cuwk ky Auh vI ds dyeIey, Auh kI bxf rhI hY..

hYrfn hoey dy Auys dy mUMhoN lMmF jyhf jI inkl igaf.

Aus dI gl axsuxI kr Bgq horIN mYNƒ ikhf,Bf jI pfAu iek hor pYg.hfly ies dI qslI nhI hoeI. asI khI jfny aF ky Aus df KihVf Cz dy Aus ny nhI vsxf qyry ieh mMndf hI nhI.mYN pYg pf idqf.agFh kI dsxgy Bgq horIN dy iKafl nfl sfiraF ny Jwt pYg ieko sfhy pI ilaf.

lY sux.qYƒ iek Aus dI inÈfnI dsdy hF.jy qUM dyKI hY qF TIk.nhI qF pihlF dyK ky afvIN jy Aus ny qYƒ lfgy lgx dy idqf.Aus dI swjI jFg Auqy lsx df kflf jyhf inÈfn hY.hY ik nhI? ieh sux Auh Bgq horF dy pYrI pY igaf. cl AuWT sfzy pYrI pYx dI loV nhI. asIN qYƒ disaf.Aus ny nhI vsxf qyry. awgy qyrI mrËI.

Bgq horF df mUz Krfb ho cuwkf sI. kihx lgy Bf jI lfhxq hY myry mYNƒ kI hwk hY mYN iksy jnfnI dy kpVy KulHvf ky Aus df nMg dyKdf iPrF.clo clIey. mYN ikhf cldy hF. afh iek iek pYg rihMdf pI ky cldy hF.myry vloN iDafn htf Aus ƒ kihx lgy qUM Bj jfh sfƒ guwsf afeI jfxf.

kuJ idn bIqy myry BfeI sfihb afpxI bytI nfl ipMz afey.glF glF ivwc AunHF ƒ Bgq horF dI ÈkqI df pqf lgf.mkfn df kMm bMd sI ijMnF icr lYNtr nhI sI KulHdf. iek idn Bgq horIN lMGdy lMGdy Gr af gey.kihx lgy hux qF lYNtr pwk igaf,kdoN KolHxf.mYN ikhf ijs idn mrËI af jfAu.aYny ƒ cfh bx ky af geI asIN cfh pIx lgy qF myrI BqIjI ny kol af ky ikhf.cfcf jI mYN iksy bfry kuJ puwCxf cfhuMdI hF . kI Bgq aMkl ds dyxgy . mYN qF guwsy nfl mnF krn lgf sI pr myry kihx qoN pihloN hI Bgq horIN kihx lgy ds bytI kI puwCxf.

aMkl myrI shylI dI mF bImfr rihMdI hY. mYN Aus bfry puCxf.

ikQy af Auh ? qYNƒ Aus dy Gr df srnfmF pqf hY qF kfgj AuWqy ilK dy.Aus ny srnfmF ilK kfgË Bgq horF vl vDf idqf.Bgq horI ilKy srnfmyN ƒ piVHaf aqy kihx lgy jfh BfeI dyK qF AuWQy kI hY.pMj ku imMt bfad Auh jd cfh pI hty qF kihx lgy.bytI jo qUM srnfmF idqf Aus ihsfb nfl qyrI shylI df Gr idwlI knft plys dy aMdrly srkl ivwc hY.cVHdy ƒ mUMh krIey qF Kwby hQ pfAuVI cVH ky swjy pfsy drvfjf hY. af hux dyKIey aMdr kI hY. ieh iqMnF kmiraF df PlYt lgdf. sfhmxy df kmrf Kuwlf hY. qyrI shylI dI mF sfhmxy mMjy AuWqy ikDry jfx ƒ iqafr hoeI bYTI hY. aYs vkq Aus ny AuWcI awzI dy sYNzl pfey hoey hn.Aus df srIr Bfrf hY. kwd mDrf hY.Aus kmry ivwc kuJ atYcI aqy iek pytI vI peI hY.bytI Aus ƒ qF koeI bImfrI nhI.

pr Bgq aMkl myrI shylI qF bhuq iPkr ivwc rihMdI hY. Aus ny qF keI vfr ikhf ik mwmI hr vkq Audfs aqy socdI rihMdI hY.TIk nhI rihMdI.

hF ieh gl qF hY. Aus ƒ koeI bImfrI nhI Aus ƒ Jory lgf rihMdf hY.qYƒ pqf Jorf kI huMdf?ieh vI iek iksm dI bImfrI hI huMdI hY.socI jfx dI bImfrI.Aus dI bImfrI df kfrn vI qyrI shylI hI hY.

kI qyrI shylI dy mUMh AuWqy mfqf dy dfg nhI ?

hF hY jI.

iesy gl dI bImfrI hY Aus ƒ. Aus df irÈqf ijQy vI krn dI socdy af Aus dy mfqf dy dfg BfnI mfrn df kMm kr idMdy hn.irÈqf huMdf huMdf rih jFdf hY. iesy gl df gm hY qyrI shylI dI mF ƒ. ies gl df Jorf Aus ƒ aMdroN kMmjor krI jf irhf. qurdI hY qF sfh Puwldf hY. soc soc isr pIV krn lg pYNdf hY.

hF Bgq aMkl iehI gl hY.ies df koeI qF AuWpf hoE.

Aupf hY. Aus df ivafh ho jfvy aqy Aus dI mF dI bImfrI TIk ho jfAu.

aMkl jI kro kuJ.quhfzf bhuq Blf hoAu.ieh qF bhuq vwzf puMn df kMm hY.myrI shylI kmfAu hY. bYNk ivwc nOkrI krdI hY.rMg icwtf aqy nYn nkÈ vI iqwKy hn.bs afh iek mfqf dy dfg hI hn jo Aus dy jIvn dI gzI ƒ bryk lfeI KVy hn.

iPkr nf kr bytI.kih idMdy hF ik ilaf BfeI koeI irÈqf tol ky.krvf dyh Aus vIcfrI dy hwQ pIly.

jrUr krfAu aMkl. kho ijs ƒ vI kihxf. ijMnF Krc hoAu mYN kr dyvFgI.

Krc kfhdf.mYN qF kih vI idqf.sfzf bMdf qF ies kMm krn leI clf vI igaf.aj qoN pMdrF idnF ivwc ivwc qyrI shylI dI gl pwkI ho jfAu.

swc muwc jd myrI BqIjI bfips geI qF Aus dI shylI df irÈqf ho cuwkf sI. lVkf Aus dy nfl hI bYNk ivwc kMm krdf sI.ieh Ébr Aus ƒ jFidaF hI Aus dI shylI ny miTafeI df zwbf dy ky sFJI kIqI.AuhI Ébr Ausy vyly myrI BqIjI ny ilK ky pqr rfhI sfƒ idqI aqy Bgq aMkl df bhuq bhuq DMnvfd kIqf.

ieh sn aj dy vflmIk Bgq XugyÈ. myry dosq. BfvyN mYNƒ AunHF ƒ imilaF vI do dhfikaF dy lgpg smF ho igaf hY.AunHF dIaF glF aj vI myry mn dy kony ivwc Gr krI bYTIaF hn.jo mYN aj afp sB nfl sfJIaF kr irhf hF . jd mYN ieDr afieaf sF qF Auh zuwbeI gey hoey sn.ies vfr mYN pMjfb igaf qF jrUr AunHF bfry jfnx dI koiÈÈ krFgf ik Auh ikQy hn.

ieh cMd sqrF Aus dosq Bgq XugyÈ dy nfm . rwb rfKf .

dIvf nf jigaf

bIqy dy JroKy aMdr bfprIaF bhuq sfrIaF inwkIaF motIaF khfxIaF qsvIrF bx Ausdy jyhn aMdr af qy jf rhIaF sn.jd vI Aus ny iksy leI cMgf krn dI koiÈÈ kIqI Ausdy pwly burfeI hI peI.ijQy iksy leI kuJ krky Aus ƒ KuÈI huMdI AuQy afpxy ihwsy burfeI plHY pYNdI qF hmyÈf Auh Audfs ho jFdf.

cflI ku sfl purfxI Gtnf Aus ƒ Xfd af rhI sI. jdoN Aus ny sfrI klfs ƒ bcfAux dI Kfqr afp sjf BugqI sI. mfstr jI ny Aus idn jumYtrI dI igafrmI prYpojIÈn pVHf ky ikhf kwl ƒ pihlIaF ds coN tYst ilaf jfvygf.agly

idn klfs aMdr afAuidaF hI mfstr jI ny tYst lYx leI svfl dI rkm bolI qF sfry ividafrQI hYrfnI nfl iek dUjy vwl dyKx lgy. bfrI bfrI sfiraF ƒ svfl hl krn ƒ ikhf igaf pr svfl koeI hl nF kr sikaf. sB qoN afKIr Aus dI vfrI afeI.svfl Aus ƒ afAudf sI.jy Auh hl kr idMdf qF sfrI klfs kutI jfxI sI.ieh soc Aus ny vI nhI afAudf df bhfnf bxf idqf . mfstr jI jfxdy sn Aus ny JUT  boilaf hY. bs Pyr kI sI kuwt Aus ƒ peI qy sfrI klfs bc geI.

Auh soc irhf sI vwizaF mohry nf bolx dI ihMmq krky,jF AunHF dI glqI huMdy hoey vI nf kih skx dI ihMmq krky hI sjf hmyÈf iensfn Bug- qdf afieaf hY. kOx kihMdf mfstr jI qusI ieh Xfd krn ƒ ikhf hI nhI . pr aj Auh dyK irhf sI ky CoitaF ƒ vI AunHF dI glqI kihxf Aus leI ikMnf muÈkl hY.

dosqF dI dosqI dI Kfqr irÈqydfrF dI irÈqydfrI dI Kfqr,kI nhI kIqf Aus ny? sB irÈqy-nfqy KuwdgrjI dI dldl ny hVp ley . Pyr vI Aus ƒ apxy prvfr aqy  bicaF qy bVf mfx sI . Aus ny hr musIbq aqy burfeI ƒ  iKVy mwQy jyilaf aqy bydfg buZfpy dI dihlIj qy afx puwjf. Aus ny sfrI ijMMdgI Puwl dUijaF dI JolI pfey aqy kMzy apxI buwkl ivwc lko ley . ijMdgI dy afKrI pVf qy puwj ky hux Auh soc irhf sI, ik KuÈIaF qy KyiVaF nfl BrIaF bhfrF df Auh anMd mfxygf.Aus ƒ koeI kMzf njr nhI sI af irhf.hr pfsy Puwl hI Puwl mihwk Klfrdy idKfeI dy rhy sn .pr ieh grm lU ikQoN af geI.by-mOsmI iqwKIaF sUlF vrgy bolF dI afeI hnHyrI ny Aus df ipMzf lUh suitaf. Aus ƒ afpxy hI iekwTy kIqy Cupf ky rKy bcpn qoN buZfpy qk dy kMizaF dy Zyr qy ajyhf ptikaf, ky Aus df srIr lhU luhfx ho igaf.

rfq dy hnHyry ivwc afpxy ibsqr qy ipaf Auh nINd df ieMqjfr kr irhf , awKF awzI bIqy jIvn dI afpxI ikqfb ƒ pVHn dI koiÈÈ kr irhf sI . poh mfG dIaF kwkyrIaF rfqF, jyT hfV dy qwpdy dupihry Aus dy srIr df kuJ nhI sn ibgfV sky . ikMnI myhnq krnI peI sI Aus ƒ aj qk . aj dy bfpry vwl iDafn jFidaF hI Aus ƒ iek drd df aihsfs hoieaf.Dur aMdroN iek lMmf hOkf inkilaf aqy Aus dI hvfV nfl Aus dI-aF awKF imcdIaF clIaF geIaF qy Auh suwpinaF dI GUMmx-GyrI ivwc guafcdf clf igaf.

Auh buwV-bVfieaf. mYN buËidl nhI hF. mYN jIaFgf Aus dI rËf ivwc jIaFgf. nhI        ! mYN KudkÈI nhI kr skdf.mYN hr musIbq df sfhmxf krFgf.hy prmfqmF myrf sfQ dyvIN.Aus df moZf ihilaf.Aus ny mihsUs kIqf ijvyN rwb ny Aus ƒ hOslf idqf hovy aqy afK irhf hovy, sB TIk ho jfvygf . moZf dubfrf ihilaf.Aus dI awK KulI , Auh supinaF dI dunIaF ivwc guafcf hoieaf sI. svyr ho cuwkI sI. Aus dy GrvflI moZf ihlf ky AuTx leI afK rgI sI.

Auh AuiTaF nhf Do ky cfh pIqI.Gr aMdr pYdf hoeI hflq dIaF socF ny ipCf nf Cizaf.socF rUpI Gux dy kIVy ny Aus ƒ aMdroN aMdr KoKlf kr idqf sI. hux jd kdI CfqI'c dwrd AuTdf qF Aus leI asih ho jFdf.socF dy smuMdr ivwc goqy KFdf Auh afpxf ksUr lBx dI koiÈÈ krdf qF Auh zuwbdf hI clf jFdf pr Aus ƒ kuJ hwQ pwly nf pYNdf.jd kdI Auh bhuq Audfs huMdf qF njdIk hI do phfVIaF dy ivwckfr bxy iek pfrk ivwc afx bYTdf. dohIN pfsIN AuWcy AuWcy dr-KqF nfl iGiraf bhuq hI nIvyN QFh bixaf ieh pfrk ivwckfr dI vwgdf svwC inrml pfxI,bYTx leI bxy bYNc,iksy iksy bYNc qy bxI hoeI CqrI,bhuq hI suMdr qrIky nfl lgfey Puwl bUty dyK iek vfr qF mn KuÈ ho jFdf.Auh ikMnf ikMnf icr bYTf ienHF drKqF nfl aqy AunHF Auqy vsdy pMCIaF nfl glF krdf rihMdf.

aj vI Auh cuwpcfp GroN inkilaf qy cldf cldf ies pfrk ivwc puwj igaf . vwgdy pfxI nuM pfr krn leI lkVI dy bxy Coty jyhy puwl qy pYr rKidaF Twk dI avfj ny Aus ƒ socF dy smuMdr coN bfihr kiZaf.Auh AuQy hI KVHky vwgdy pfxI vwl dyKx lgf.Auh socx lgf ndI dy iknfry aqy ryl dI gwzI dy phIey afps ivwc kdI nhI iml skdy. pr ies Coty jyhy puwl dy PwitaF ny ienHF iknfiraF ƒ joiVaf hI nhI sgoN ienHF dI DVkx vI sFJI kr idqI . puwl dy iek pfsy pYr DridaF hI dUjf iknfrf iksy dy afAux dI AuzIk ivwc kMn lfeI Aus dy pYrF dI afht suxn dI koiÈÈ krdf hY . Aus df idwl jor jor dI DwVkxf ÈurU kr idMdf hY.jy kdI do pRymI Aus dy iek pfsy bYT pRym iBjIaF glF krdy hoxgy qF jrUr dUjf iknfrf vI afps ivwc Guwtky jwPI pfeI rwl bYTy hox df aihsfs krdf ipafr df inwG mihsUs krdf hovygf. Auh socx lgf ienHF byjfn iknfiraF ƒ qF PwitaF nfl joVky iensfn ny DVkxf isKf idqf, aqy iknfry puwl dIaF jVHF ƒ mjbUqI nfl pkVky iek dUjy dy drd ƒ mihsUs krnf qF isK gey. pr afp iensfn ijs dIaF jVHF hwz mfs qy KUn dy irÈiqaF nfl juVIaF hoeIaF hn ikAuN sfry irÈiqaF dy aihsfs BUwl irhf hY.ipafr qy apwxq dy irÈiqaF ƒ myr qyr jF isrP grË qk hI sImq krdf jf irhf hY. ipafr nfl AuTIaF bFhF df Aus ƒ koeI aihsfs nhIN. mfXUs ho ky izwgIaF AunHF bFhF mgroN AuWTI idl aMdr drd BrI tIs vI pihcfx krfAuxo asmrQ hY.

ienHF iKaflF dI Btkx ivwc Btkdf Auh kd puwl pfr krky bYNc qy afx bYTf Aus ƒ pqf hI nf lgf .acfnk bwdlF dI gVgVfht ny Aus ƒ cONkf idqf. pfrk hnHyry dI cfdr EVdf mihsUs hoieaf. Aus ny asmfn vwl dyiKaf bhuq hI Gxy bfdl mMzrf rhy sn . jdoN vI koeI GxI kflI Èfh bdlI pfrk dy duafly kMDF vFg AuWwcy AuWcy KVy drKqF qoN vI nIvI ho AunHF ƒ CUMhdI qF pfrk aMdr rfq jyhI pY jFdI.

bfdl Èfied afpxy pRymI ƒ imlx dI qFG ivwc Bjy jf rhy sn.pfrk kdy hnHYry ivwc zuwb jFdf qy kdy cfnx nfl nhf jFdf.hvf df iek JONkf afieaf nfl hI mINh dI hwlkI jyhI Puhfr ny PulF dy mUMh Do idqy.pwiqaF qy moqIaF vFg pfxI dIaF bUMdF cmkx lgIaF.hvf nfl JUmdy Puwl bUty aqy drKq afps ivwc aT-KylIaF krdy ”ijvyN gly iml rhy hox” bVy ipafry lgdy .iPr kflI Èfh bdlI afeI.pfrk hnHyry ivwc zuwb igaf.

JUmdy bUty vI prCfvyN jfpx lg pey . Aus ƒ ieMj mihsUs hoieaf ijvyN dUr jgdf Aus dI afs df dIvf , iksy hvf dy JONky nfl buwJky alop ho igaf hovy.

ieh sB soc Auh Gbrf igaf.Aus ny afpxy afp ƒ JMjoiVaf.kI ieh supnf qF nhI?Aus ny afpxy isr ƒ Jtkf idqf .kflI Èfh bdlI lMG cuwkI sI.pfrk Pyr cfnxy ivwc bhuq suMdr lgx lgf. prCfivaF dI QFh Pyr drKqF qy bUitaF ny lY leI sI. pr Auh hfly vI BUq prCfivaF ivwc iGiraf mihsUs kr irhf sI. ikAuky ajyhI hI sI Aus dI afpxI khfxI . kdI Aus dy afpxy bhuq afpxy bx bx idKfAuNdy sn . kdI Auh afpxy afp ƒ Gr nhI iksy BUq bMgly ivwc iGiraf mihsUs krdf sI.  

Aus df sfrf jIvn qUPfnf qy JwKVF df mukfblf kridaF hI qF bIiqaf sI .  jd vI ienHF musIbqF ny Aus dy Gr df dIvf buJfAux dI koiÈÈ kIqI Aus ny pUry qfx nfl Aus ƒ jgdf riKaf.jd vI kdI iksy qUPfn ny Aus dy Gr dy aflHxy ƒ bKyrn dI koiÈÈ kIqI , Aus ny ibKry qIly muV aflHxy dIaF qMdF ivwc mjbUqI nfl gMZx dI koiÈÈ kIqI, qF jo Auyh Pyr iksy hnHyrI JKV df iÈkfr nf ho skx.

bfrÈ qyj huMdI dyK Auh AuiTaf qy iek CqrI numF bxy bYNc Auqy jf bYTf . bwdl Pyr gijaf qy nfl hI bwdlF ƒ cIrdI qy roÈnI bKyrdI ibjlI jor dI kwVkI . dyKdy hI dyKdy mohly Dfr mINh pYxf ÈurU ho igaf.ieMj mihsUs ho irhf sI ijvyN ienHF mINh dIaF DfrF ny DrqI qy asmfn ƒ afps ivwc imlf idqf hovy.AunHF Guwt-glvkVI pfeI hovy.icrF qo ivC-VIaF rUhF dIaF awKF ivwc KuÈI dy aQrU AumVy aqy iekwTy ho ky ndI vFg DrqI dI ihwk qy bih qury hox.

dyKdy hI dyKdy ieh qUPfn bx afieaf mINh, supny vFg ÈFq ho igaf.Aus ny cfry pfsy njr Gumf ky dyiKaf sfry pfrk ivwc Auh iekwlf hI sI.pr jd Aus dI njr QoVI dUr phfVI qy AuWgy drKqF vwl geI qF Aus ny dyiKaf iek mINh nfl iBwjI bFdrI afpxy bwcy ƒ ihwk nfl lfeI suMgVI bYTI hY. kdI kdI bVy gusy nfl srIr CMzky sfhmxy drKq nfl ltk rhy ibjVy dy Gr rUpI aflHxy ƒ GUr GUr ky dyKx lg pYNdI . ijs ivwc vwsdy do pMCI bfhrly Krfb mOsm dy QpyiVaF qoN by-Kbr afps ivwc bVy ipafr qy msqI ivwc klol kr rhy sn . iBwjI bFdrI leI ieh sB asih huMdf jf irhf sI. pMCIaF dI ipafr lIlf dyK Aus dIaF awKF gusy nfl lfl ho geIaF.ijvyN AunHF ivwc KUn Auqr afieaf hovy.Auh pfgl -pn dI hwd qk phuMc geI jfpI. Aus ny guwsy nfl,nfl dy drKq qy awKF mItI byTy afpxy sfQI bFdr ƒ bVy jor nfl Gur Gur krky kuJ ikhf . Aus ny awKF KolIaF qy Pyr bMd kr leIaF . Aus ny Èfied Gur Gur dI avfj ƒ ibjlI dy kVkx dI avfj hI smiJaf hovy. ieh dyK bFdrI ny pihlF nfloN AuWcI avfj ivwc Gur Gur kIqI qF bFdr ny kMb ky awKF KolIaF. ies avfj ny qF msq klol krdy pMCIaF ƒ vI kMbf idqf.AunHF dyiKaf bFdrF df joVf AunHF vwl hI GUr GUr ky dyK irhf hY.

kflI Gtf iPr AumVI qF pfrk iek vfr Pyr hnHyry dI buwkl ivwc vlyitaf igaf. bVy jor dI bdl gVikaf, nfl hI ibjlI kVkI.ibjlI dI cmk nfl roÈnI hoeI qF ieMj mihsUs hoieaf ijvyN bFdr qy bFdrI dIaF awKF ivwc jvflfmuKI Ptx vflf hovy. mIh iek dm Pyr jor dI Auqiraf. kuJ ivwQ qk vI dyKxf muÈkl sI.iek do vfr hwlkI jyhI bFdrF dI Gur Gur dI avfj suxI jo mINh dI qyj avfj aqy bdlF dI gVgVfht ivwc hI guMm ho geI. kfPI dyr bfad mINh QimaF. hux isrP hwlkI jyhI Puhfr pY rhI sI ijvyN asmfn dIaF awKF df pfxI muwk igaf hovy. iksy anhoxI ƒ dyK Aus dIaF DfhF dI hnHyrI dI QFh sfhF dy buskx ny lY leI hovy aqy koeI koeI aQrU bUMd bx DrqI qy afx izgdf.dUjy pfsy mINh df pfxI qyjI nfl Bwjky krIk dy pfxI ivwc izwgdf afpxf hI rOlf pfeI jf irhf sI. ijvy iksy anhoxI dI khfxI Aus ƒ suxf irhf hovy.swc muwc anhoxI hI qF bfprI sI.by-Gry bFdrF qoN KuÈI vsdf pMCIaF df Gr dyiKaf nf igaf . hnHyry df Pfiedf AuWTfky bFdrF ny Jwpt ky pMCIaF df aflHxf qIlf qIlf kr idqf . pMCI cIk cIk ky afpxf duwKVf ro rhy sn.pr AunHF ƒ dlfsf dyx vflf koeI nhI sI.AunHF dI gl suxn vflf koeI nhI sI. dUjy pfsy bFdr qy bFdrI hux bVI ÈfqI nfl awKF mItI qslI nfl iek drKq dI Et ivwc suMgVy bYTy sn.ijvyN AunHF KuÈI vsdy pMCIaF dy Gr ƒ qIlf qIlf kr afpxy vrgy by-Gry bxfky bhuq cMgf kMm kIqf hovy.

ieh sIn dyKdy hI Aus dy sIny ivwc drd AuiTaf.iek dm Aus df hwQ afpxy sIny vwl igaf.Aus ny jor jor dI CfqI ƒ mslnf ÈurU kr idqf . pr drd asih huMdf jf irhf sI.Auh AuWiTaf aqy afpxy Gr ƒ ho quiraf.Gr aMdr pYr DridaF hI Aus ƒ ieMj lgf ijvyN ieQy vI koeI qUPfn afieaf hovy. bhuq kuJ tuwtf Bwjf qy ivKiraf ipaf sI jo Gr aMdr afey qUPfn dI gvfhI Brdf sI.JwKV Jul cukf sI.Aus vkq Gr aMdr mOq vr-gI ÈfqI CfeI hoeI sI.Èfied sfry afpxy afpxy kmry aMdr sfh GVIsI bYTy pCqf rhy jF KuÈ ho rhy hox.

bfpr cuwkI Gtnf bfry socdf afpxy Gr dy aflHxy dy ibKry qIilaF AuqoN dI lMGdf Auh afpxy kMMmry aMdr puwjf.Aus dI Gr vflI bhuq Audfs iksy zUMGI soc ivwc zuwbI awQrU vhf rhI sI. Aus dIaF awKF dIaF gMgf jmnf byrok vih rhIaF sn.Auh ibnf koeI bol sFJy kIqy iek pfsy bih igaf.idn Zl igaf.iksy ny vI nf culHf qpfieaf nf kuJ bxfieaf. ies mOq vrgI cuwp nfl iPr koeI qUPfn AuWTygf df zr bixaf hoieaf sI. Auh dovyN Èfied ieko gl socdy ies Gtnf df kfrn lB rhy sn . Auh socF dy smuMdr ivwc ieqny zUMGy Auqr cuwky sn, ik bfihr pY cuwkI rfq df hnHyrf vI AunHF dy dImfg dy bUhy qy koeI dsqk nf dy sikaf . Auh aj qk dy afey qUPfnf qy JwKVF nfl Gr dy aflHxy dy ibKry qIly iekwTy kr muV QFh isr proNdy aqy Gr dy buwJy dIvy muV jgfAuNdy afey sn.pr hux AunHF dI ihMmq tuwt cuwkI sI.Auh Gr dy buwJy dIvy ƒ qF hux Èfied muV nf jgf skxgy .pr AunHF dy jIvn df dIvf jrUr ajyhy afey JwKV nfl buwJ jfvygf .

CfqI df mwTf pY cuwkf drd, acfnk iPr vDxf ÈurU ho igaf.Aus ny ihMmq kIqI. bujidlF vFg mrnf Aus ƒ kbUl nhI sI. Auh hspqfl jf ky zfktr ƒ idKfAux dI soc AuiTaf. Aus ny jor nfl CfqI ƒ Guitaf hoieaf sI. Aus ny msF kdm hI puwitaf sI ky cwkr Kf ky izwg ipaf.KVfk sux Aus dI GrvflI socF dI nINd coN jfgI.Aus dI hflq dyK Auh cIk AuWTI.by-nKsimAuN dyKo quhfzy bfpU ƒ kI ho igaf? by mYN qF awgy hI zrdI sI ky quhfzIaF bysurIaF iek idn sfƒ hI Kf jfxgIaF.jd qk mF dIaF cIkF sux koeI afAuNdf Aus dy jIvn df dIvf buwJ igaf qy Auh KulIaF awKF nfl dUr jgdy dIvy dI lo dy shfry bhuq dUr jf cuwkf sI . sB ny Aus dI nbË tohI , pr Auh iksy dy hwQ nf afeI. Aus dIaF KulIaF awKF hwQ nfl bMd kr idqIaF geIaF.

Gr aMdr kuhrfm mwc igaf.mF dy vYxf df qy Aus dIaF idl kMbfAU DFhF df qUPfn AuWT Kloieaf.afKIr Aus ƒ smytx dy iPkr nfl nwT Bj pY geI.Aus ƒ nhf-Duaf ky ÈMgfiraf jfx lgf. Aus ƒ iek suMdr bksy ivwc bMd krky PiAUnl hom ljfieaf igaf.bolF dy kMizaF dIaF iqKIaF nokF nfl lhU-luhfx krn vfly aj Aus ƒ PulF nfl sjfeI ljf rhy sn. dUr qury jFdy dI rUh ny soicaf ikAuNnf ipCy muVky dyiKaf jfvy ,ik kOx swcy aqy kOx JUTy aQrU vhfAuNdf hY. bfhr keI kfrF KVIaF sn qy keI hor af rhIaF sn. sfry bfhr KVy Èfied PiAUnl hom dy drvfjf KulHx df ieMqjfr kr rhy sn. aj Èfied Aus dy aMqm drÈnf df idn sI. Aus dy prvfr vfly afey drvfjf KolH idqf igaf. Aus dI rUh vI AunHF dy nfl sB dy cyhiraF ƒ gOh nfl qkdI aMdr lMG geI. bksy df awDf Zwkx cuwk idqf igaf. Aus dI pqnI qy ƒh-puwq Aus dy pfs jf ky KVHy ho gey.

aus ƒ ieh dyKky bhuq hYrfnI hoeI jdoN Aus dI ƒh DfhF mfrdI Aus vwl AuWmVI qy pYrF vwl ho Aus ƒ mwQf tykx lgI. Auh socx lgf ijs bwcI leI Auh isrP iek vfDU cIj sI.ijs ny kdI iek awD bol vI kdI sFJf nhI sI kIqf.Auh ieh idKfvf ikAuN krn jf rhI hY ?Èfied mfipaF dy khy lokF ƒ idKfx dy leI.hux Auh hwQ ivwc PiVaf Puwl Aus dI CfqI qy rKx leI awgy vDI . Puwl rKidaF hI Aus ƒ ieMj lgf ijvyN iksy ny hQOVy dI st Aus dI CfqI ivwc dy mfrI hovy. Aus nfl AuWTyy drd df aihsfs Aus dy cyhry qy sfP idKfeI dy irhf sI.ƒh pfsy htI.hux puqr ny awgy vD mwQf tyikaf. Aus dIaF iBjIaF awKF ivwc Èfied vkqI pCqfvy dy aQrU hox. Aus dy pfsy htidaF bhuq sfry svfl awKF ivwc smytI Aus dI GrvflI sfhmxy KVI sI. Èfied puwC rhI sI ky mYƒ iks dy shfry ipCy Cz qur igAuN eyN. mYN kwlI ikvyN shfrFgI ieh sB. mY qyry mgr hI afeI smJ.kuJ idnf dI qF gl ho skdI hY pr mhIny sflF dI nhI.

Aus dIaF awKF dy awQrU muwk gey sn . Auh iek twk Aus dy cyhry ƒ dyKI jf rhI sI . pqI dy cyhry qy iksy drd df aihsfs krky Aus ny hwQ vDf ky Auh Puwl jo Aus dI ƒh ny CfqI qy riKaf sI, cuwk ky pry kr idqf . nfl hI Aus ƒ mihsUs hoieaf ijvyN mxfmUhIN Bfr pqI dy sIny qoN ht igaf hovy aqy Aus Puwl dy pry htidaF hI pqI dy cyhry qoN duwK dy Bfv imwt gey hox . Bry mn nfl duKF dy phfV qy ivCoVy dy drd ƒ smytdI Auh Ausy kony ivwc jf bYTI ijs kony ivwc Aus dy pqI dI rUh KVI ieh sfrf qmfÈf dyK rhI sI.

bfrI bfrI Aus dy imRqk srIr kol afAuNdy drÈn krdy aqy kmry aMdr ijQy jgHf imldI bYT jFdy.afAux vfilaF ivwc gwm ivwc zuwby kuJ Aus dy dosq vI afey jo Aus dI acfnk mOq qy hYrfn vI sn.Aus df imRqk srIr iek bhuq hI suMdr bksy aMdr ÈMgfiraf ipaf sI.Aus dy isr vfly pfsy kYNzl stYz qy mom-bwqIaF jg rhIaF sn.aYny ƒ Aus ny dyiKaf Aus df puqr iek bMd lfltYn ivwc iGAu df dIvf rK jgf irhf sI. jrUr iksy ny ikhf hovygf ky murdy dy srhfxy iGAu df dIvf jrUr jgfeIdf. ies nfl Auh rsqf nhI Btkdf.Auh soc irhf sI.mYN ikMnI vfr ienHF ƒ shI rsqf idKfAux leI isKÈf rUpI dIvy jgfey pr ieh hmyÈf grUr dy pwly nfl Aus ƒ buwJf idMdy rhy.kdy jgx nhI idqf. aj ieh Ausy ƒ rsqf idKfx dI gl soc rhy hn. ienHF ny qF AucI avfË ivwc hmyÈF ÈrIkF vFg qfhinaF myhinaF dy ajyhy buwly Czy ijs nfl Gr hmyÈF mYdfny jMg bixaf irhf aqy aj ajyhy hI AuWTy iek qUPfnI JwKV ny Aus dy jIvn df hI dIvf guwl kr idqf.

Aus ƒ dyKx koeI af irhf sI koeI jf irhf sI.iksy dy aMdr lMGidaF hI iek hvf df buwlf vI aMdr Guws afAuNdf qy jg rhIaF mombqIaF aqy dIvy dI lo kMb jFdI.keI jxy iekwTy aMdr lMGy,kfPI dyr bUhf Kulf irhf. iek hvf dy qyj buwly ny dIvf buJf idqf.puqr ny AuT Pyr jgf idqf. pr Auh Pyr buwJ igaf. bfihr kflI-bolI hnHyrI df jwKV Juwl irhf sI. afAux jfx vfilaF leI drvfjf vfr vfr Kuwldf qy dIvf vfr vfr buwJ jFdf. hux Pyr dIvf buwJ igaf qy Aus df puwqr Pyr jd dIvf jgfAux lgf qF aMdr bYTy iek bjurg qoN irhf nf igaf. Auh AuiTaf qy guwsy BrI AuWcI avfj ivwc kihx lgf bs kr Eey muMizaf buiJaf rihx dy hux ies dIvy ƒ. nF pf hnHyry aqy cfnx dIaF Btkxf ivwc myry dosq ƒ. afpxy hwQIN buJfieaf dIvf vI kdI afpy jigaf.hux qF arfm nfl sON lYx idAu myry Xfr ƒ afKidaF DFhF inkl geIaF Aus bjurg dIaF.

ieh sB dyK aqy sux hux Aus dI rUh qoN vI AuQy hor KiVaf nf igaf aqy Auh afpxy prmfqmf rUpI ipafry ƒ imlx dI rfhy pY geI qy buiJaf dIvf buiJaf hI rih igaf.dubfrf Pyr dIvf nf jigaf.

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pwqJV geI, bhfr afeI. bUitaF ƒ nvIaF awKF PuwtIaF qy drKqF ƒ nvIaf krUMblF afx ÈMgfiraf. bfgIN bUr ipaf. PuwliKVy aqy klIaF mihwk iKlfrI. BMbry mMzrfey, iqwqlIaF afx AuWzfrI lfeI. kdI iksy bUty dI zfl qy jF iKVHy iksy Puwl gulfb AuWqy. kdI kdI koeI iqwqlI Aus dy Gr dI bgIcI aMdr af AuWzfrI lfAuNdI, jF koeI Borf af gIq ipafr dy gfAuNdf. ikMnf ikMnf icr Auh dovyN AunHF dIaF AuzfrIaF aqy gIqF ƒ dyKdy aqy suxdy anMd mfxdy nf Qwkdy.